me

Blissful.

2011-11-27T03:12:00.003+08:00

All this thinking, it's got me reflecting...

Inevitably, the memories just flash pass and though it didn't last for long, they were happy ones. It was really enjoyable, reliving those days or at least embracing the humourous times we used to share. Somehow, I'm confused. But maybe, I guess, I just miss a best friend. And that friendship that somehow faded away due to unforeseen circumstances. Either way, thank you.

Who let the cow out, moo moo moo moo~

Such a coincidental timing.

It's complicated,

2011-11-20T02:25:00.000+08:00

Well, I don't know. It's either me, or I'm just thinking too much. I'm excitedly waiting for that day to come. Yet, I have mixed feelings about it. Walking down a path, it just brings back so many memories, don't 'ya think? I guess I haven't fully gotten over the whole thing, though it's already been over a year. Gone. Just like that.

What I need most now? I guess I just want to splurt out everything; how I feel, what I'm worrying about and just everything. At the same time, I just wish for us to remain the way it is. There's a whole new chapter in my life now, or at least when JC started, and I hope for it to be the same. It isn't so great over there either. But at least I'm trying to make it different.

Now I know what they mean when they say, 'It's complicated'.

P.s. I never thought I'd feel such worries/pessimism etc so soon, again.

xoxo <3,
Lonesome.

Confessions of a teenage loner.

2011-10-30T01:05:00.002+08:00

It's funny how your closest friends seem so distant,
yet those you barely know can be so sweet.

Moment of realisation.

P.s. I think I miss you.

2011-10-09T02:49:00.003+08:00

Love, such a funny feeling.

Killing the silence.

2011-08-28T21:57:00.003+08:00

I got my eyes on nothing but a cow. *mooo*

36 DAYS TO PROMOTIONAL EXAMINATIONS!

Empty promises.

2011-08-12T23:37:00.001+08:00

Seriously, just tell me... What's the use of giving someone your word when you know that deep down, you feel otherwise, and you are not g'na keep to it?

What a day, bummer.

The human mind.

2011-07-18T02:23:00.000+08:00

Then I say to myself, "What a wonderful world".
With wonderful people of course.

I had an awesome time the whole week during intensive TSD week. As well as in the LTC from Friday (15th July '11) till Sunday (17th July '11). It was really enriching, the skills that we learnt and the new found strengths and weaknesses I found in me. What was really touching was when all the leaders started having fun, dancing to our mass dance- Dynamite, and friendship dance- Raise Your Glass. I've never seen such a tear-worthy sight before (in TPJC). And when everyone started cheering to the TPJC cheer, that was when I knew... We are finally bonded (:

Off to bed now, toodles <3

(: wenyugloohcsemosnidnuofi

P.s. December's the best time of the year

2011-07-13T00:50:00.001+08:00

Yet, I get all smiles when I see such words from [...]

My lil' dog had an injection just now and now he's painful all over! ):

TSD 'A' level Examinations are tomorrow! Just gotta strive and achieve, I believe that everyone has the potential to 'do it, and just do it'! (:

Saturday mornings

2011-06-25T06:57:00.001+08:00

Words don't come by easy. To make actions are like bringing cows to the moon. I just don't know how to face it. Or have I already done so by avoiding it? It's such a complicated issue at hand. It's one that hurts others in the process. To move or not to.

I think about last December all the time.

RE: Thoughts at mind.

2011-06-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Admiration/liking/attraction/adoration is:
a) Feeling&thinking that you've fallen for someone else, then realising the truth- You haven't
b) Letting someone go, knowing that he'll never come back
c) Getting random images of the past, flashed across your mind

What will you do if you yourself did not/could not understand your own emotions, feelings and thoughts?
- Break away and have some time on your own
- Telling others to stay far away
- Keeping everything to yourself

And what will you do if you want to tell him the issue, but you do not want to hurt him or say anything (yet), since you don't know if that's what you're truly feeling?

That's all, goodbye.

P.s. I'm NOT emotional.

2011-05-21T15:59:00.010+08:00

"I dint give up on the exco, they gave up on me."

HAHAHAHA!

Let's just laugh it out. It's all one big joke.

Hopelessness.

2011-05-19T23:45:00.001+08:00

What has the world become?!
Money, status, qualifications...

What's the main purpose?

Thought-provoking

2011-05-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

Let's say you know this person...

She's really nothing much more than ordinary and average, yet she believes and holds on to the thought that one day she can achieve great things. Along the way, she meets up with many setbacks and tells herself that nothing is bigger than the obstacle that she faced 12 years ago. She keeps striving, pushing and improving. However, this positivity does not last for long. Soon after she got promoted to a higher institution, everything just began to fall outta place. She scored well/good in class tests, yet in major exams, she just couldn't get anything better than a 'B'. Yes, a stinky old B.

Back in the ol'days of secondary institution, she got pretty involved in something also known as the council or constitution of the student body in school. She was able to emerge victorious, achieving and excelling towards greated goals and aims. She believed that if there was passion, desire and action, one will definitely be able to reach their desired outcomes. Easy for her to say. Now, she's left with nothing more than... Well, nothing. The worst part is that she knows and even those around her, told her that it's not due to the fact that she is lousy but because there are many other things that should be place in higher priority as of now.

No matter how hard she tries to avoid the thoughts, they just keep surfacing in her minds. She was suppose to stand infront, standing tall and proud. Yet now, she's just someone diminished and of nothing. She did prepare herself for this as she knew that education and studies was more important, but I guess her sentimental side just took over when she heard, "It's really our loss, not having you in the Exco." She broke down into tears and was left to run and hide from reality.

What bugs her the most is that it's something that was there, waiting for her to grab. She could already feel it and she could reach it, but she just couldn't hold it. She didn't even have the choice to say, "NO!" All that is left is for her to carry on the decisions made by others.

She doesn't blame anyone/anything because during the period where she was preparing, she told herself that maybe this wasn't meant to be. The significance of a role didn't matter as much as it used to, back in the good ol'days. Maybe, it's for the better- studies of course. Nonetheless, come what may, she promises to uphold her promise for this passion. Afterall, it's self-satisfaction that counts (after seeing the smiles on faces of those you've impacted) and not the superficial position awarded.

All in all, what's worst.

1) Not being able to achieve what you initially wanted?

2) Knowing that you're able to achieve it yet you can't because of other restrictions?

So close, yet so so so far away.

Till then, xoxo.

Feel the heat,

2011-05-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS NOT A GOOD DAY, NOT AT ALL!

Tensation,

2011-05-11T23:59:00.006+08:00

AHHH!

People should really know when to chill and let loose.

Happy 17th birthday JOLENE ONG MIN QUN! Another year older means... YOU NEED TO GROW UP (or uh tal*coughs*ler)! (; Muahaha! Anyway, may all your hopes, wishes and dreams come true! Yes yes, just know that amidst the silly fights and almost-always-random arguments, i still LOVE you! *awww* And I miss you, so meet me soon all right!

Hope you love the headphones!

What if...

2011-04-27T00:26:00.001+08:00

DIE DIE DIE.

Events tmr } School: Council meeting/400m Finals/Vball
+ revise for Chem CA1 (Thurs)

Remembering the past,

2011-04-03T01:35:00.001+08:00

Cause JC life's really not all that boring.

I realised that I've left my blog for quite some time. I must say that I've been pretty busy with school these days. Lack of sleep and all. Really don't have any motivation to get online either! I'm just studying myself to sleep everyday. Just now when I logged into blogger, there's this new thingy where you can view your blog in various ways; Slideshow, mosaic, flipchart and snapshot. I tried and guess what, it showed all my previous posts. Looking back, it's just like... "Ah, nothing beats the good 'ol days." Y'know what I mean? So I spent several minutes reading and I just wanna get all those good memories back. At least I know that there were actually good memories.

So it's Econs tuition, GP tuition then off to Esplanade library with Aqilah <3

P.s. God bless me, GP's killing me. ALIVE.

Till then, xoxo.

I don't wanna fall now. Not now.

2011-02-15T00:02:00.004+08:00

So what's up?! Valentine's Day just passed and I hope that everyone had a splendid time yesterday! Or at least happy enough to get a good night's rest later! (: Well, I must say that mine was still rather eventful and nice. Some really sweet people gave me really nice and awesome gifts, which I really love (: Although school ending at 5pm was supposed to ruin our day, but in the end, it turned out to be relatively good (despite how tired I am). All right, sleep awaits and there's school tmr!

SOS,

2011-02-10T20:40:00.007+08:00

Somewhere, sometime, somehow, someone special came along.

Well, it's high time that we have a CCA in mind, to join in TPJC. However, my AURA girls and I all signed up for countless CCAs. For one main reason of course; WE CAN'T DECIDE ON ONE! Anyway, I signed up for Student Council, Netball, Volleyball, ODAC(Outdoor Activities Club), Track and after much hesitation, Badminton! Now, help! Oh well, gonna go for track & ODAC try-outs tomorrow! Not sure if I should go for the Badminton one also! Either ways, I can't wait for tomorrow! Did I mention? Theatre Studies & Drama (TSD) is such an awesome subject! Now we get to sign up to be like the chorus, to help our seniors in their A level individual skill component! How cool is that?! (:

Yes, I will be getting my 32GB Ipod Touch this Saturday or something, using my own $! I'll also be meeting up with Shervinder to sign up for tuition classes- Gotta discuss with my dad on which subjects I should register for. Anyhow, I must absolutely have tuition for GP (General Paper), Maths and Chinese! Or at least just for now, till I see how I fare in Econs & Chemistry.

And I finally learnt to play the guitar! Technically, not really learn but I managed to pick up the chords for a song or 2 in merely 10 minutes! I'm so proud of myself! *Pads myself on the back*

Till then, xoxo.
It's just those days when I wanna know why,
and wished that I knew what to do.

Late night,

2011-02-10T01:14:00.004+08:00

So Valentine's Day is next Monday, I wonder what's gonna happen.

Or at least I hope that something's gonna happen.

{Insert positive thoughts here ♥}

Chinese New Year Eve,

2011-02-02T21:03:00.003+08:00

I just love the weekends, don't you? (:

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR HUMMAIRAH BTE ABDUL AZIZ,
PRATEEP SINCHAIROJKUL AND DIAN! <3

TPJC's been pretty fun lately. To be honest, I still don't really like the school, but I've to admit that I've indeed grown to love the people there. AURA GIRLS RULE! \m/ The guys are still on their way there! *giggles*

Yes, I think that means that I'm gonna be stuck at TPJC for 2 years, waking up at 5AM daily! NOOO! ): Ah, nevertheless... I took the Theatre Studies & Drama(TSD) aptitude test and Mr Tsui was so nice, he said he'll take me in! Oh and he went like, "Oh, your name's Belle? That's a good start! All my students have weird names!" In response, I said, "My name is UNIQUE not weird!" (:

Next issue- CCA. As everyone, or almost everyone, knows that council is my life, I'm gonna run for council. The main problem is that I can't live without sports either! Took up badminton in secondary school so might leave that option out, for now. I was thinking about joining the Outdoor Activities Club(ODAC)! Seems pretty interesting with a mixture of several sports and they have overseas sports trips too! Ain't it so nice and fun?! HELP! :/

IT IS INDEED CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE TODAY! I had my reunion dinner, but each year it doesn't seem like one. Complicated stuff yea. Anyhow, I really love abalone so my father specially bought 5 cans of abalone for me this year! \m/ Can't wait for tomorrow and the following day, CNY VISITING! (:

P.s. Thanks Khai for being so nice, as to be willing to call AJC & CJC for me this Saturday! (:

Till then, xoxo.
Cause I'll get to spend more time with you.

Depressed,

2011-01-27T21:37:00.001+08:00

All right, so it was day 1 of TPJC, orientation's theme/title is Clash of the Titans. Wasn't really to my liking, so I'm really hoping that AJC calls me soon! I'm praying praying praying real hard and that's like all I can think about. So today was mainly filled up by talks, talks and more talks! Obviously about subject combinations and stuff like that. Had a couple of ice-breakers after lunch then learnt their mass dance that's to the song Dynamite - Taio Cruz. Oh yes, we had like compulsory choir auditions! How pathetic is that! We all just sang in an anyhow-ish manner so that we could get home quick. Nevertheless, I met awesome friends there. Out of which, many are also appealing out. I really don't wish to go to school tmr, when it's like TPJC. *deep sighs* Heard that there will be water activities tmr though, hopefully it'll be more entertaining. Entry tests for Theatre Studies & Drama is tmr also, from 3.30 to 6PM, should I go? GOD SAVE ME ): Tears are so inevitable now, ugh!

What the bleah! ):

Reality check,

2011-01-26T22:24:00.003+08:00

Yes, the undeniable truth is that my JC life officially starts tomorrow. Be it in TPJC or AJC, it starts tomorrow! That means no more freedom, no more frequent shopping sprees, no more fun and very little outings for two whole years! Okay, maybe it's just cause I'm not used to JC life but that's how I see it, for now- DEATH FOR TWO YEARS. Did I mention? I've to report at 0730 tomorrow, meaning I've to wake up at 0500! Dammm.

I really really really dread the feeling now. I don't wanna give up all these fun moments yet. I don't wanna lose my close friendships, my youth, my joy, fun, happiness, time, precious precious time and so much more! I've yet to do so many things- well mainly, resting at home for a long long time, but still... I DON'T WANNA START SCHOOL JUST YET! Or maybe I'm just terrified at the fact that I'm entering JC now, not secondary school. Reality has struck me and I'm being haunted by the new subjects I'm taking, the new challenges I'm going to face and so much more! Like how from a senior, I'm gonna be a freshman! Nevertheless, I'm undoubtedly gonna break through these barriers and do my best! Hopefully, I'll have friends & family to count on, and of course I'll always put God first.

WISH ME THE BEST OF LUCK! *gasps*

Till then, xoxo.

I certainly don't wanna lose you.

GOODNESS!

2011-01-26T11:16:00.004+08:00

GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME! TAMPINES JC?!
Please please please dear God, let my appeal to ANDERSON JC be successful!

The Greatest Influence In My Life.

2011-01-26T00:20:00.001+08:00

Since young, he was always there to look after my siblings and I. He ensured that we have a place in which we could call home, a well-firmed education and most importantly, he showered us with love and care.
In 1999, my mother, the one other person who was there to share his responsibilities was discovered to have contracted breast cancer. However, it was too late as it had already developed into the advanced stage and it was just a matter of time before she had to leave us. Despite such undesirable news, he never once broke down in front of us. He wasted no time on feeling depressed, but instead, he was forward-looking and worked as hard as he could, to ensure that we would have a bright future ahead.
It was indeed a time of grief and pain when my mother got called home to heaven. I mean, who would not mourn and be devastated over such news? However, knowing that that day would come soon, he was mentally prepared. But of course, he needed time to accept the fact that she was no longer here.
At that point, he took time off from work to spend more time with us, and he showed us that we can always count on him. He was not only a father to us but much more than that, he was our role model, someone we looked up to and someone that instilled in us the knowledge that the most important thing in life is neither money nor popularity, but family.
Though inevitably, people make mistakes. I cannot say that he is someone perfect, because we all know that no one in the world is. Rather, I would say that although he has his imperfections and wrongdoing at times, he uses these life examples to teach me that we must always be just and apologise whenever we are in the wrong. Furthermore, he never fails to teach me the various moral values like courtesy, integrity, empathy and graciousness. What is a rich and successful man if he is selfish and self-centred? He has not accomplished anything.
My father always mentions this to me, “Life is meaningless if all you ever do is wait around for things to happen. It will only be fruitful if you do things yourself. That way, when you look back, you’ll have a sense of true satisfaction.”
I follow that very closely and I set my goals and priorities straight. Because of him, I look at life from a different perspective. I learnt that no matter what life brings, if I am determined and willing to sacrifice the things I want, for the things I need, I will be able to achieve it. I also learnt that being successful in life is not all about how good I am, but how I can use the goodness to help those around me.
To others, a father may just be a father. To me, my father is one who always succeeds in teaching me new things each day, letting me know that there is so much more in life that I can accomplish. He is my hero, my inspiration and the greatest influence in my life.

(Or at least I hope things were like what I've written)

Fiction & fact, go figure.

TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY! *gasps*

Fingers crossed,

2011-01-24T23:33:00.003+08:00

Yes, just some random post here to save my dying/already-dead blog. North-zone badminton tournaments have started and things are looking good for the guys, both 'B' and 'C' division won today, 3-2 and 5-0 respectively. HOW AWESOME IS THAT?! (: Tomorrow will be the girls' turn and hopefully things turn out to be great as well. Pray hard!

So as everyone, or at least almost everyone knows, we're getting our posting results this Wednesday @ 0800! And yes, that means I'm starting school this Thursday! Geez, I haven't had enough fun yet and now it's two more years of stressing ): Anyhow, the start of school means that a lot of things will change, though I really wish they won't. Things have surprisingly been turning out quite good for me, since like the end of 2010, and the blasting good start of 2011 as well. I really hope things don't stop here and everything will be able to stay the way it is now, or even get better (If y'know what I mean). Really hate all the secrecy but it's necessary, or the world will fall apart.

If you've seriously no idea about what I've been ranting about, then forget it! It may or may not concern you. Either ways, Chinese New Year is coming! Can't wait for the steamboat with my favourite, ABALONEEE! (:

P.s. All the best to everyone for your posting results!

Till then, xoxo.
If only you knew, if only you reciprocated, if only...
Things stay the same.

Oh mama!

2011-01-12T22:08:00.001+08:00

OH MAMA!

Initially, we were all stressed out about results.
Now, we're all stressed out about deciding on which institution to choose, from the million and one choices given. And worst still, we only have until this Friday, 1600 hours!

P.s. I'm stuck at home due to allergies ):

Till then, xoxo.
"Hopefully, the rest of 2011 will go just as smoothly."

Stay-home

2011-01-05T15:08:00.002+08:00

WOWWWWWWW! It's been like what, 56024791612 years since my last post?! (; Holidays are, for the first time, H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S! No school crap and best part of it all, I'm staying home/going out while my juniors are back in school! AWESOME \m/

Amazing ain't it? Being to camps and now I made like hundreds of new friends! Seriously, they are awesome/cool/nice/friendly/kind/caring/everything-good people!

Oh yes, HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps! Did I mention, I got to stay out late for the first time! Went to Marina Bay to countdown and admire fireworks with my loves. Should have caught the sight of a sunset and a rainbow as well! That would be like 3-in-1! (:

Things to come:
1. Off to poly open house- Thurs, Fri & Sat!
2. Results Day- 10th Jan '11 (Most prolly)

(Check out my blue nails! \m/)

Till then, xoxo.
"If we ever meet again."

Lost soul

2010-11-24T01:50:00.002+08:00

Time check: 0153

AHHH! Gotta head to bed now.
Waking up at 6AM for Red Camp!

Eye-candy.

2010-11-22T10:04:00.002+08:00

He's just bluetiful!
Whoops, too much info.? (;

BLEAAAAAAH

2010-11-17T13:14:00.002+08:00

Plans for today:
1. Buy dog food
2. Go to Tisha's house
3. Meet Coach Danny & Angela to buy food
4. Get a French Manicure with Kai Yun
5. Badminton BBQ

What an awesome day!

& I hit the edge of a metal shelf while moving my feet *ouch!

*Pffft

2010-11-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

God bless us everyone, we're a broken people living under loaded gun

And it can't be outfought, it can't be outdone

It can't be outmatched, it can't be outrun, no.

Last post.

2010-10-18T01:29:00.007+08:00

ALL THE BEST FOR OUR Os!

The end is not too long away, so long as we persist and keep pushing on, we'll make it there. Have faith and stay strong, we'll conquer this together (:

Especially to: Jolene Ong Min Qun, Nur Hummairah Bte Abdul Aziz, Nora Tisha Bte Hanafi, Siti Nur Alyaa Rauff, Neo Jun Keong, Nabil Bin Ibrahim, Prateep Sinchairojkul, Timothy Sng Guo Feng, Phalla Phalsambaththeary, Chhim Chanboramey, Steffi Marie, Nur Suaidah, Nur Aini Bte Mawardi, Nur Hidayah Bte Rosni, Yang Shi Qi, Lee Jia Yun, Yap Ding Xian, Ong Huang Liang, Amendeep Saini, Song Dan Yang, Tan Swee Siang

& all other 4GRACIOUSNESS classmates & friends!

Also: Khairyll Amri Bin Tumadi, Pei Fen, Cheryl Lai Sok Kuan, Mhd Raiyan, Bryan Koh, Thiam Jie, Abdul Qadir (AQ)

♥

P.s. Will turn off my phone starting from 29th Oct (my birthday) till end of Os (12th Nov),
please be prepared to receive super late replies (:

Another day.

2010-10-14T23:11:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, I'm back and it seems like I've suddenly so-called started to like Justin Bieber, like 2 days back. Well, it's not 'cos he's some big shot, huge teen-pop sensation kinda thing. But I found out that he's actually quite nice and it's really a miracle how fortunate he was to get such an opportunity *gaagaa* And yes, it's still quite undeniable that he's hot too (:

Ah yes, I've decided on the decision for my ideal date and thus I accepted Nabil's request. So sorry to Sweetest Guy etc. I still love you k Bestie! :D

Anyway, here's one compo that I wanted to post so... Happy reading the long composition :D

Describe an exciting match

People of all ages- mums, dads and children, all boogied in their stands, waving the Singapore flag as their hero walked confidently in the badminton court with a wide smile across his face.
His name is none other than Michael Siam, a three-time national champion and first-seed in the Thomas Cup. It was such a rare sight that the Singapore Indoor Stadium would be packed like Sardines, when it was only the qualifying bout for the Commonwealth Badminton Games. The crowd was roaring on and it was nigh impossible to find an empty seat. It was a fantastic atmosphere.

Everyone quietened down as the umpire announced the start of the rally. His opponent for that match was Vichai, Thailand’s second-seed in the Cheers’ Open Tournament. For two whole minutes, both players were smashing and lobbing. Michael then took the first score by giving Vichai, a net shot that he was unable to reach for in time. The crowd stood up almost instantaneously and produced screams that reverberated around the sphere-shaped arena.
As the match proceeded, everywhere around the country, support was building up for their local star. Hearts were palpitating faster as the match came to the crucial deuce-point of the first set, where the scores were tied at twenty all. Before we knew it, Vichai stunned the spectators and made their jaws drop as he scored the winning point with a perfect smash, straight down to the sideline. Even the regimental men in black- the security personnel, were caught up in the fervour.

After the one-minute interval, the second set started. The tension increased as both players were building up on their momentum and each shot became faster and more vigorous than the previous one. Unsurprisingly, Michael caught up and he scored the final point, winning himself the second set. This time, the spectators roared excitedly as they cheered on, “Michael! Michael! Michael!”

Finally, it was the third and final set and it was normal for players to start playing fast shots. After all, that was one strategy to intimidate and demoralise their opponents. This match was no exception. Michael leaped up high as though he was going to smash, while he actually planned on just giving the shuttlecock a little flick to make it just pass across the net. However, Vichai was experienced enough to know all these tricks way too well and he was not at all affected, being able to counter each shot easily. Michael then started to panic and lose stamina, missing several shots, thus allowing Vichai to catch up with a score of nineteen to seventeen. Michael’s supporters all sank into an abyss of desperation as all hope for the win was dashed.

Michael, however, was not ready to give up this medal. He requested for a water-break to stop and just relax, taking a moment to regain his confidence. Taking in a deep breath, he stepped in the court to continue where he left off.

It seemed like the break really worked as he was now dancing in the court, scoring smash after smash. Finally, the moment arrived. The electronic scoreboard showed twenty-one to nineteen, with Michael as the winner. It was such a magnificent moment and Michael was received by a standing ovation. History was finally made in Singapore. Elated supporters stood up and did their signature “Kallang wave” to end off the glorious match.

-

P.s. I find the last part very adorable (:
& study dates rule the world! (Geek alert)

Till then, xoxo.
"I promise to get over you, soon enough (or not)."

10/10/10

2010-10-10T22:10:00.003+08:00

It's the 10th of October(10th month) of 2010. You know what's so cool about it? It's the only October 823 years that has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays and 5 Sundays all in one month. How cool is that?! Therefore, I decided to do something special on such an occasion; I texted all my closest friends at 10:10AM, about what I really wish to tell them from the bottom of my heart and I did. Well, all but one. It was a tough decision to make, but I let the thought go as things are better left like this, right (Or is it?)

So this one's for you, just cause you've been a great friend that has always been there for me in the past and also for all the thoughtful things you've done (:

Hey you! It's finally 10:10 on the 10/10/10! & I really want to take this opportunity to thank you for everything you've done. You've been such a blessing to me in one way or another. Maybe it's like what they say, you're a blessing in disguise. It has been proven to me, time and again, that you're really someone who gets demoralised easily, thus I wanna say that in life you'll encounter many different criticism and if you just crumble and fall, it's not gonna help you. Your family and friends are always around so if you're having any problems or difficulties, just find someone to confide in and don't bottle everything up inside 'cos that wouldn't be of any help. From the bottom of my heart, I really believe that you're someone with much potential and you can be someone great in the world one day. But for now, you've to hold on tight to everything you have and perservere on, not giving up easily at any obstruction you're facing. Take any criticism made against you as constructive criticism and use it to improve yourself. Being the best isn't everything, doing your best is. Please continue to smile and be a joy to those around you. All the best for your results and everything you do! (:

♥ Belle

"Loving is giving."

Back to reality.

2010-10-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

You guys should totally watch Letters To Juliet, it'll bring you to tears! It's such a touching story about how love conquers everything and it will never have an expire date. Shan't tell you any more least spoiling the whole show.

I'm here today to post since it's Sunday! Or well, being 12.23AM now it's already Monday! Anyway, I've banned myself from using the laptop on weekdays and just study all day and night long. It's being working thus far. Yes for those of you who have read my Facebook status, I slept for 18 hours, from 12Midnight to 6PM! It feels goood! Or like what Singaporeans like to say, shiok! :D

So yes, it's finally coming to the last week of school! & by that I really mean last week 'cos we're finally graduating! Yes, we still have to come back to take our Os though. With that aside, I'm certainly gonna miss many different areas of school life. Mainly the nonsensity of my class, Student Council and of course, my awesome mawesome Badminton team ♥

We all complain at one time or another, that we dread going to school. But the fact is that, school really helps us to make us who we are today. I can't imagine how different I would be if I've never gone to Northbrooks, never stepped into the try-outs for Badminton and if I didn't have the courage to turn up for interviews to be in the Council. Actions have consequences, and that is someone I really believe. Not bringing myself to study hard whilst still in St.Nicks has really brought me to my senses when I received my PSLE cert of only a pathetic score. Since then, I've made up my mind to be hardworking and to make full use of every moment I have in Secondary. I'm proud to say now, that I've lived up to that promise of mine and I am going to continue to do so.

Anyway, I'm gonna make another post about school right after my Os finish. Oh, and maybe after the day(s) when I'll be celebrating my birthday with all my close buds. Chalet for TFS, yes? :D Can't wait for that and to spend quality time with my ladies too!

-

Oh yes, since KHAIRYLL AMRI BIN TUMADI wants me to post about him, I shall post about KHAIRYLL AMRI BIN TUMADI. Basically, he's this really blur sotong that you would see around on track. But as I've mentioned earlier on about being a blur sotong, KHAIRYLL AMRI BIN TUMADI was studying while walking thus slipping and falling down the stairs, and to his horror, fracturing his right ankle.

Last Thurs, I met him to study and he had some intestinal issues thus having a hard time to move around etc. Luckily, the awesome mawesome BELLE LIM WAN LING was there to rescue him! If I were him, I'd be eternally grateful to her! Right KHAIRYLL AMRI BIN TUMADI?! :D

Ah yes, not forgetting that since he's got a cast on his leg, I'm taking this opportunity to make good use of it and guess what, I own him at 7 - kosong! :D So here's how it all came about.

Points:
1.
K: " Eh, you lame la!"
B: "You sure? Actually, technically and literally speaking, I'm cast-free and I can walk not like
someone who has a cast on! :P"
K: "AHHH, BELLE!"

2.
K: "Wanna go out to study on Thurs?"
B: "Haha really? But I'm afraid you'll be depressed 'cos I'll be walking faster than you!"
K: "Ugh..."

3.
B: "Yes, 3 - kosong now!"
K: "Kosong? You want roti-prata is it. Kosong kosong kosong. I help you buy, y'want?"
*And he thought he was getting a point, but I said...
B: "Nah it's cool, I can walk or run over across the road to buy prata myself! :D Do you want
one? I don't mind walking/running over to deliver to you!"
K: "Oh crap..."

4.
B: "Guess what Khai!"
K: "What what what?!"
B: "I CAN FINALLY BEAT YOU IN 100m SPRINT!"
K: "SHUT UP!..."

5.
K: "You basket..."
B: "Basketball? I can play basketball y'know. It wouldn't be a torture for me to run around,
jump and shoot! :D But can you? :P"
K: "Belle, I'm so gonna kill you when I see you!"

6.
B: "You sure you gonna kill me?"
K: "Major sure!"
B: "I bet to differ 'cos I can run away! XD"

7.
B: "How you gonna sit on the floor?"
K: "I can sit down, just gotta stretch my leg out."
B: "HAHAHA! So you'll see people tripping and falling then you'll ask me, 'Belle why are all
these people falling down?' & you'll notice that it's 'cos of you! HAHAHAHA"
K: "WTFFFFF!"

HAHAHA yes, so that concludes my evil-moments :D Anyway, I shall be off to bed now. Gotta get enough energy to stay awake and help Tisha with her History during Night Study. Ugh, gonna lose my usual afternoon-evening nap. Oh well...

Ciao darlings!

Not much of a paradise

2010-09-19T00:24:00.012+08:00

So, how has life been? "When you get into Sec 4 life, going out is only equivalent to study dates" How true is that? Obviously very true, cause I said it! *giggles Anyway, I've been up and about very often these days- Mainly to teach and just study with friends.

I'd met AQ Silly lemon on Friday to study at Woodlands' library, Tisha today(Sept 18) to teach her Physics and later on, Khai for another studying session. Oh gosh, how boring can life get for me :/ Anyway on a lighter note, my brother treated me to Swensens today(Sept 18). Yayyyy! ^^v Well, that's after I had to sacrifice like 30minutes being embarrassed in TimeZone, playing some games with him. Pity the NS-brother.

Preliminary Examinations 2- Results

English: B4(Needed another mark to get a 3)
Mother Tongue: B3
Elementary Mathematics: A1
Additional Mathematics: A1
Pure Chemistry: A2(Couple of marks to get a 1)
Pure Physics: B4(Another mark for a 3)
Combined Humans- History & SS: A2(3 marks more for a 1)
Food & Nutrition: B4(Decided to focus on AM instead this time, thus dint study. Sorry :/)
CCA Grade: A1

L1R4: 9
L1R5: 13

"If I strive hard, do my best and aim towards my goals, I'm sure I'll achieve what I want."

19 days till the last day of school (Sec 4 Exp)
36 days till the official start of O levels.
40 days till the official mark of my 16 years on earth.
54 days till the end of O levels.

How much faster can things go?

I've so many things in mind for the post-O levels' activities. Oh well, I guess for now I've to focus on the here and now; studying and achieving my desired results.

One way to find out whether you truly love someone:
Does he/she make you forget about your ex-lover/crush etc?

I miss how my heart skips a beat, whenever I see/talk to you.

Renewal.

2010-09-11T00:51:00.009+08:00

SOCCER BALL, ANYONE? (For HPB commercial)

A pretty, very, awesome song.

There you go; out of my reach, but one day I'll get you back.
I'm sure I will, and then we'll work something out.
-

Random shoutout to you.

I miss you so much, but who am I to say anything. At times, I just feel like giving you a call to hear you once again, to know that you're still around and just to let you know that I still care. It's so difficult to find someone, anyone at all(like you) to confide in. On the surface, it appears to seem as though I'm not affected, but deep down it feels like my heart's slowly deteriorating and wasting away. A facade is what I put on, to reassure everyone that I'm fine. The only cure is not too far away, yet I'm holding back. Why? A couple of months till the end of my Os, will it signify a "restart" button for us? *Fingers crossed* For now, all the best in everything you do (:

- ♥

Friday the 13th.

2010-08-13T23:55:00.012+08:00

I absolutely lovelovelovelovelove(xinfinity) this photo of mine (:

Cause I always tell myself that during those times when life gives me the "downs", I'd just have to produce the "ups" myself.

Anyone suffering from triskaidekaphobia? If you are then too bad, stay home today cause... It's FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN! Not that I believe in it or anything but I just found it interesting :D

All right, this is officially the final post I shall make until O levels are over. SERIOUS! Hence, don't prompt me about my next post and try to tempt me into coming all the way to http://www.blogger.com/ typing my email and password, and posting something about my life (:

Anyway, this post is to acknowledge that I FINALLY SUBMITTED BOTH COURSEWORKS, the worst is over! AND... my team got selected into Seventeen's Fun In The Sun '10 competition! It will be held tomorrow at the Dairy Farm. Man, the last time I went there it was like... Primary 5! I still remember I was the first to try out the Flying Foxx then, awesomeee! ^^v Oh yes, and initially, I too thought that it was literally a dairy farm, but it turned out to be an awesome camp site! I can't wait to spend tomorrow with my girls, it's gonna be such an enriching trip, surely something that will help to bond us even more and definitely something I am looking forward to! ♥

P.s. Y'know how I always said I've never watched Ubin boy; Did you know that it is on Okto again?

Awesome/Lovely/Amazing/Sweet/Touching/Wonder-and-everything song (:

Till then, toodles.
"'Cos each time I pen 'em down, I wished you'll know it's you."

Courage.

2010-08-09T00:48:00.009+08:00

There's something about people these days. Everyone's so caught up with what people will think about their every move and action, thus they become so sensitive to everything that occurs around them. I guess sometimes you just have to let loose and follow your heart. Whether for good or worst, at least you know that you've done something to reduce that heavy load sinking in your heart, enabling you to at least catch a breath, once again.

-
Isn't it cool, how at times blogging seems to be the only means of contact? Oh who am I kidding, but at least it's one way of getting messages passed across, right?

Excluding the starting date, there is still 76 days to go till the big Os arrive. Oh geez, time seems to be passing by so fast, day by day, week by week. Prelim 2 is starting on the 20th and I've been trying my best to study hard since... Ever! I hate how I have to use the laptop for my Coursework A. Even though I know I'm doing work, I'll feel so guilty and unproductive. Anyway, that's why I'm refraining from using my laptop as I know I'll get distracted and end up procrastinating and not wanting to study after that. Oh well, after Os I'll be able to use it for long as I want to! Though I doubt I will since I'll have many many many many plans :D

So, today's NATIONAL DAY! Happy 45th Birthday Singapore! Gosh, I sound so pro-Singapore. HAHAHA trust me, things aren't at all the same in reality c(: Anyway, I've been to the preview of the YOG Opening ceremony on Saturday, it was darn freaking awesomeeeee! The officials were all like having the G.I. hairstyle and with black thick plastic framed specs, thus I kept telling Huang Liang that they must be from NS, and I was correct! Coincidentally, the official stationed to my school was a former pupil and he stays in the same area as me. The sandwich there was yummy too! I told the guys that I love the Turkey Breast meat! & Jolene instantly went, "EEEE PERVERT!" :/

So there was this part where they had to act as the singer, thus one guy went to the platform and held a board stating, "Theme Song Singer" LOL! And then there were the speeches, so they just went, "Start of speech" making every laugh like hyenas. It happened twice, imagine the humourous-y atmosphere going on!

Ah yes, I know I sound like some YOG-enthu person but... I'm going to the actual opening ceremony also! All thanks to dear Faz who managed to get VIP tickets. Gahh, I love her so much (: I can't wait to meet Aaron also when he gets to SG. All the best for your swimming events dude, I bet you and your popcorn hands will be able to win many medals! (:

It seems like I really can't wait for Os to end, I mean like duh right. But seriously, there's so many things that I'm waiting for! Oh well, I'll just have to be patient.

Brother's spending long days in NS, I pity him. He hasn't called back in 4 days and my dad told me he called today, but I happened to be studying in the library with Jolene. Darn, I missed the chance to talk to him ): Oh well, I'll just wait for tomorrow or something. I miss my brother! (Yes, I never once thought I'd say that too)

Upcoming events:

Coach Danny's Birthday BBQ- 9th Aug '10 @ Coastal Sand Resorts
(Not on his actual birth date)
YOG Opening Ceremony- 13th Aug '10 @ Marina Bay's Floating Platform
Brother's signing out from camp- 14/15th Aug '10
English Os' Oral- 17th Aug '10 @ School
Start of Prelims (2)- 20th Aug '10
(Mine starts on the next week 'cos I don't take Combined Sciences ^^v)

So guys, it's mugging time! Get your mugs and lets go! (:

P.s. I'd do anything.

Till then, xoxo.
"For that day, when you'll point me out and say, 'That's her!'"

-

2010-08-01T22:52:00.007+08:00

I just wish for another minute with you, that will do.

P.s. I've been wanting to tell you this;
Truthfully speaking, all this while, I've been missing you (a lot). ):

What comes next?

2010-07-30T23:27:00.007+08:00

BLAH.
I shan't pursue no longer.

Brother's getting admitted to NS next Monday, so I'll be home alone from then on; Since my father works till late and there's no one else home except for my dog. School's been all right. Such a sense of satisfaction, after finally finishing and submitting my 10-page FNN Coursework B. I am contented with my efforts for Coursework B, so much better than the first piece(40 pages!)✌ Anyway, haven't been in the mood since... Well, only my close buddies know why.

I'm at a lost, it feels as though whatever I do will seem to put me at a losing end. I finally did it, I finally managed to gather courage and so much more, but look what it led me to- Just plain nothing. It's either paranoia acting up again or it could really be the finishing line this time, where everything ends. Though, I very much hope that it will never be the latter. I actually managed to get myself to write the appreciation letters to a few people, 10 in fact, but I guess I'd only be giving 9 out, the last one will remain with me until who-knows-when. Yes, I certainly also do hope that I'll be able to find an opportunity to pass the last letter to a special someone, well that's if it gets accepted *Fingers crossed*

"Please, hold up my heart. Give me a reason for this empty silence."

Making a statement.

2010-07-25T22:42:00.005+08:00

114, oh geez I actually counted(Silly me)! Even xxxx was like, "WHAAAAAAT?!"

Anyway, updates about today, though it's nothing much actually. Woke up super duper late 'cos I slept at 4AM, due to latenight movie-watching marathon and other reasons. Went to church in the morning then as usual, I'll buy 3 packets of tissue from this old man and he'll say, "祝你身体健康" then he'll point to me as he does it, super cute! So my dad and I just kept laughing and laughing.

Had lunch at Northpoint's Teppanyaki(or however you spell it), before heading home to... Continue my revision! Darn, I know I sound like a nerd 8) or something, but I can't help it! ): Oh well, I shall de-nerdify after my Os are over :D Though I'll get back to nerdifying when I'm in JC :/

Okay so... I guess that's the end of today, not really eventful or anything. Though I must say that something yesterday made me cry/smile/laugh like an idiot/and everything else, it was an awesome feeling. Yet, I'm still very unsure.

Shoutout:
"Thanks Jolene for yesterday! Really appreciate it a lottttttttt(x 10 000 more times). I'll just try to, if not then... I know you'll steal my phone :/ Haha! {insert hearts}"

P.s. Whatever the case, I'll hang onto every last bit of you that I have(if any).

Till then, xoxo.

"Then you will know the truth and the truth will set you free."

-John 8:32-

One last breath.

2010-07-24T01:36:00.003+08:00

Have you ever set such high expectations for yourself, always aiming for the gold, or just being number one? Well I have, and today I realised that winning isn't really everything, but doing your best is.

My last sports day in Northbrooks came and went in a flash. My first race was up, "Calling for all 400m Upper Sec Girls!" I swear, my heart just pumped like 10 million times faster, and that wasn't helping at all. I had no choice but to just warm up and calm my nerves. To make things worst, MG was there like encouraging her peeps. Then, she said something that totally ruined the whole mood. I know she was kidding and all, but she should have chosen her words properly.

Anyway, the race started and I guess the starting was okay, till it happened again. Everytime without fail y'know. I felt faint-ish and I started tearing(not on purpose). Reaching the last 100m, I couldn't take it anymore. Everything was spinning and I lost control, but I had to hang on, I couldn't let the whole house down. I continued walking slowly to the finishing line and made it there, thank goodness I did. Just as I expected, it was lactic acid building up, but for my faint-ness there's no explanation. Stayed at the First-aid center for awhile before heading off. Thanks to that awesome Red-cross girl who helped me (:

Walking back to my seat was one of the longest journies ever. I prayed hard that I dint let anyone down and that I'd face the fact that I hadn't been training in months. I had another shot and I was determined to win a medal, at least. Before I knew it, they announced, "Calling for all 4x100m participants, please report at the holding area now!" This time, I had more confidence. We had Fatin, Ayuni, Xin Yi and I. Jolene got replaced by Xin Yi 'cos she was running 4x400m and couldn't compete in both. Adrenaline was gushing through my body, I took a huge breath and slowly headed to the track.

The race started and everyone was cheering, my first 2 runners had some problems passing the baton thus losing some time there, then came the 3rd runner and we were currently in 6 or 7 place. My heart literally felt like it was gonna drop dead or something, and then it came, the moment. At the baton passing zone, I prayed hard and it was finally my turn. Getting a little headstart, I moved forward and I grabbed the baton and sprinted. All the was in my mind was, "Cross the person in front of you, Belle." & I did, I ran as fast as I could and I knew that. Sadly, my team got 4th. Though in 3rd position was Kili also. Anyway the most heart-stopping information was that the 3rd position team got a timing of 1.08mins, and ours was... 1.09! How pathetic. My jaw dropped and my stomach was burning, it felt like that was super hot tom yam + curry + everything inside.

Something was different though. I didn't really get upset over the position but instead, I was actually smiling. That was the moment when I realised; passing the finishing line and getting a medal isn't the most important thing, but looking back to when you were running, how you manage to close up the huge gap though many other runners started first, and the feeling of over-taking one and another, is. I had lunch with Erika, and we had some heart to heart talk, though not about each other. When I got home, I got a message asking me whether I won anything today. I pondered then I replied, "I didn't win any medals, but I won the greatest sports day in Northbrooks."

Somehow this experience was different from how it usually was when I got the medals. I guess what they say is true, sometimes failing is the only way to make you learn and to improve before you can succeed.

-

We had this Sec 4/5 gathering during one of the morning assembly sessions and they revealed the Prelim position. Gosh, I was astonished. I got 2nd in the level! (: I was shocked 'cos I felt like I really dint do well, not a bit. Anyway, I'm still gonna continue working hard for my goal, that only me, myself and I know (: Mrs Yen did talk to us too and said we should write a letter to teachers/friends that we've gone through thick and thin with, or just to thank them. Personally, I feel that appreciation goes a long way. I'd rather had a simple "Thank you" said to me then some exaggerated way of appreciation, though sometimes, people don't realise it and they just ignore the "Thank you" and let you feel all unimportant and invisible.

Oh well, I guess I'm gonna start writing letters. Maybe to some even not from my school. Whatever the case, just thank the person that you see each day, for making you who you are.

I've a lot more crap to say, but I guess it's nonsense and no one would bother reading anyway. So O levels are drawing nearer day by day and everything and everyone's getting more tensed and intensed. I just wish everyone well and that I've faith that we can do it. Full speed ahead guys! :D

One last thing, I was up late yesterday night and around 12midnight I saw the new YOG commercial. OMG, SFC was in it! I got totally high and it awesomely made my day. I got more high in the morning so I messaged other SFC participants to tell them. We were shouting the "SINGAPORE FRIENDSHIP CAMP!" thing and other footages, like Chat with Champions :D

Check this awesome video I found (Starring: AWESOME AARON!) This made my day too :D

P.s. I miss camp, alot. The days there felt so problem-free. Best days \m/

Till then, xoxo.

"And you wish that someone out there feels the same way."

Empty.

2010-06-25T01:20:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AQ-kacak! (:

- You'll fulfill your dreams, not to worry.

I know it's the wee hours now, and I'm supposed to be on the bed, sleeping on my newly-changed bedsheet, pillowcase and bolster covers. However, I'm in no mood for all that now.

Ashaway Competition's over, really don't wanna talk about it. I just wonder at times, whether I should continue this, or just stop having faith 'cos maybe I'll never get better. Oh hack, whatever the case, I had fun there- reliving memories of last year, catching up with old and older friends, as well as making new ones (:
- Ah yes, I got whacked on the head by a shuttlecock, swelled up instantaneously!

So here's to those days when all you feel like doing is sit down and stare into blank space, thinking about absolutely nothing, or just trying hard to remember the last time you appreciated a smile as much as this.

Toodles.
"Then I see you smile, and I smile too."

Trepidation.

2010-06-11T21:41:00.004+08:00

I hate this. I don't want to know anything more.

Yes, MT O's papers & O's FNN practical are OVER.

Happy Belated Birthday Ting-idiot! :D
P.s. I specially chose this cake picture, if you know what I mean *wide smiles*

Toodles.
"I wanna wanna..."

Twitch.

2010-05-20T21:43:00.005+08:00

Just three letters.
UGH.

Remember during PSLE when I had Chicken Poxx? I think I'll be suffering from Bipolar Disorder this time around, dammit.

A couple of months ago.

Blah

2010-05-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

I've gotta admit, IP Man 2 & Iron Man 2 is awesome. Though I'd prefer IP Man 2. I received some stuff and I'm real worried. I just hope that my hard efforts will pay off.

It just seems as though the essential building blocks are slowly depleting, one by one. No matter how much cement is being put on, it is of no use. What's the solution then?

-

Have you ever felt like you really wanna do something to ask about things; an email, comment, message, call etc, but in the end keep telling yourself that it's useless, start having doubts and question these actions, followed by totally abolishing the thought of 'em all?

Well I do, and to be honest, it's not the best feeling you would hope for.

Toodles, ciao.

"Nothing feels normal no more."

Loathsome

2010-05-14T14:57:00.016+08:00

42.
That's it, it's killing me softly. I'm going undercover.

Prelim 1's finally over, but that's not the end of the story. There's more to come.

Iron Man 2 anyone?
Till then, toodles.

"There he was, standing so peacefully.
His calm demeanor, just like an angel from heaven."

Have you ever.

2010-05-01T21:07:00.006+08:00

Have you ever felt like there's this whole other person inside of you, that wants to come out?
Have you ever felt like pouring your heart out to someone, yet deep down you know that it's never gonna happen, and he's never gonna be yours?
Have you ever laid around feeling so down in the dumps, so you start doing something but only makes you feel worst?

Have you ever thought about sharing your problems with someone, but realised that actually there's no one there to share 'em with you?
Have you ever tried finding things to do, just to keep your mind off unnecessary things?

Have you ever bottled all your thoughts, feelings and emotions and one day just feel like erupting?
Have you ever asked yourself what's worst; doing something that you think you might regret, or not doing it, though you know you'll regret not doing so?

Have you ever constantly reminded yourself that all this is just a bad nightmare, and one day you'll wake up from it, though you really know that life's just that unfair?
Have you ever wanted to just run away from reality and find a new world?
Have you ever felt so depressed just at the sight of people, and want to hide from them?

Have you ever woke up asking yourself, "Who am I today"?
Have you ever thought about all these 'have you ever's?

Well then, you're just like me.

Turn back the clock.

2010-04-24T20:07:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL IS TAKING OVER!
& darn, I'm sick again.

Officially home alone, since last Thurs, when my dad left for Thailand. He'll be there for 1 and a half months, so from now till then, it's party party party! NOT. That's fat hope. Exams are coming and I've gotta study hard, so such a bummer that he's gone now. Not as though it's a good thing, but you know... Imagine if Os were over, it'd be such an awesome 1 and a half months then! Nevertheless, I'm enjoying my studies. I scored 29/30 for my E-maths test! ^^v Though I lost that 1 mark due to a careless mistake, aww.

Well, technically I'm not literally home alone. 'Cos my brother's still around, but he comes home late due to work, so it's kinda considered like I'm home alone :D Yes, I've been busy cleaning all the many little surprises that my dog left around the house for me.

The sec 4s have already stand down from CCAs and stuff. I guess it's like a blessing in disguise, though we're missing the trainings that we always love and anticipate for, the time away will be used for studying, enabling us to get better grades. I just hope that I'll get that 1 for Chinese! (:

P.s. Prelim 1's coming, study hard 4GEE! <3

Till then, over and out.

"Smile, what's the use of crying."

Switchback.

2010-04-10T23:42:00.005+08:00

The awesome moon scene. Recently the weather's been great, I guess, despite a lil drastic changes, it's still fine. Had nice sunsets these days too.

I don't know where to start, so I'll just go one day at a time.

2nd April 2010
):

Late night jogs somehow seem to calm me down.
"Letting go, is the most painful way to test one's courage."

3rd April 2010

My leg got dislocated. Okay just kidding.
Major muscle cramp issues, thus... Tiger Balm plaster to the rescue!

- A friend turned away -

6th April 2010
My baby, Kaylen's Birthday! (:
Though I've been busy and he only got a doggie bone,
and including the fact that I went for the Liaozhai Rocks musical.
Overall, it was a nice show. I teared towards the end, when they got back together.
The show was so touching, and I love the trap-doors.

Halfway through the show, Tim said to me, "Aw, I miss my girlfriend."

7th April 2010

Burnt my knuckle, while toasting bread.
*hits top of oven

9th April 2010
Napfa accomplishment. All As, except SBJ, 3cm to an A. Dammit ):
Anyway, had CL & EL sup/remedial lessons before heading to training(& friendly match).

I took Bill Clinton's book, then Jasper went on taking MM LKY's,
thus Terrence followed after with Leaders of SG, & RX with some WWII book.
(HISTORY! Myrah's the odd one; the only non-fiction book)

Meet Jasper Lee.

I guess I made yet another achievement during my matches.
I won all 3 matches that I played. 2 doubles with Nikki, 30 - 14, 30 - 14, and 1 singles, 30 - 22.
(Though for my singles, I gave away many points)

I've decided that I'm gonna sign up for the Ashaway Competition in June.
Singles will be my main choice, and doubles is another option.
Umpiring duties too, yay.

"At least I'll lighten up, knowing that you're better, much better."

10th April 2010
Woke up super early, and headed to the Esplanade for our YJC Maths Trial.
If you scroll up, you'd have seen the picture of my leg in that plaster thing.
I'm putting it on, yes again, but this time, it's both my legs, and the whole of 'em.
Thanks to IPU and training ytd, I've got worst-than-ever muscle aches.
Other than my legs, my abs(stomach), and whole back are aching too! ):

Anyway, the Maths Trial is an amazing race kinda thing,
and outta the 50 odd groups, my team came in...
6th! Yes, 1st team from my school. Anyway, we won 8 giraffe plushies, so that's 2 each.

Headed home and planned for a nap, but failed, thus watched tv till I dozed off eventually.
& surprisingly I caught a series of some Liaozhai Rocks show on Channel 3.
Woke up again around 45mins later to get ready for the baby showers.
Reached sis' celebration place, ate, and became the camerawoman.

-
Countup,
Slowbackward,
3, 2, 1.

The world's a mess, or well,

just my life.

Till then, xoxo.

"The agony and irony, they're killing me."

Dashed.

2010-04-01T22:56:00.012+08:00

It's like climbing up a mountain. You'd face so many uncertainties. There will be paths made to ease your way through, yet at a certain point, you'd face failure- when the road will not be smooth. Nevertheless, no matter what you encounter, you've to keep on going cause you told yourself that you want to reach the peak. Sacrificing things just to suffer, and tumble back down, to start from nothing is indeed a hard thing to persist through, and only someone, someone strong enough, both mentally and physically, is willing and capable of that.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS'!

The past few days had been, well... Pretty much the same old. The only interesting thing was that the new councillors joined us in the 1st council meeting yesterday, they got their ties, and started doing their duties today. Seeing their elated, excited, yet worried and nervous looks on their faces, just brings me back to when it was my first day on duty. Geez, time really passes by quickly. Hummairah and I were talking today, and I said, "It's still Ma... Oh wait, it's April already!" A month gone pass, just like that.

Yup, just like my headlines stated, it's April Fools' today. Nothing much happened at school today, pretty mundane with no pranks whatsoever. I remember the prank we pulled last year, or was it... Anyway, the girls told Mr Azlan that someone fainted in the toilet, and made it seem so real that he told another teacher nearby and both of them were running to the toilet. Though halfway they stopped, "Don't tell me this is an April Fools' prank?!", and turned to look at us. Our hilarious hyena-like laughters totally blew the whole prank up, but who cares, it was entertaining for that few minutes.

Back to the point of time passing by within the blink of an eye. It has been a year or 2 flashing by like lightning, and I remember vividly still, the first image that the councillors protrayed to me when I was Secondary 1, was that... They're very helpful and kind! Mainly 'cos (Don't mind all the grandmother stories)...

Kelvin was on ushering duty that time, when my sister and I went to register. Being forgetful and blur as always, I dint know that I had to bring my PSLE cert, thus we had to use the public phone to call my dad up. Kelvin, being on duty, ever so nicely brought us to the pay-phone near the canteen, however there was a dustbin right infront! To my astonishment, he actually(yes, with his bare hands), carried the dustbin and moved it to another place so that we could use the phone with ease. How thoughtful of him, no doubt he's my senior. Anyway so yes, that's how I got my first impression.

Back in St.Nicholas, where all the backstabbing and discrimination of socio-economic background took place, I realised that I actually made good friends, like Samantha and Danielle, who still calls to ask me to meet up. Nonetheless, there are bound to be people you'd never forget, and I meant cause of bad reasons. I shan't mention their names here though. I really miss how we used to slack so much, that everyone got very very low marks, and thus kinda pulling down the T-score that year. I regretted not study through those years, and the reason why I bold the "ed" is cause I used to regret, but now I made it clear to myself that I am no longer regretting, just looking forward to the future, come what may, I'll fight it one day at a time.

What happened today?

School as per normal(Sec 1 councillors' first day @ work)
Lunch & homework period at library with RX
SS suplementary lessons
Early-night jog(Met Astro on the way)

"Astro, I've to admit... You ARE lame! Anyway, thanks for the entertainment. Go practice more on your "hellos" okay! (:"

Despite saying so much, I think I still have much more that I could go on and on all day. Since it's April Fools' today, I shall share with you the pranks I did. Though not many, they still led to outstanding results, due to my fantabulous acting skills.

Case 1- Tang Ting Hui

(Quoting from my inbox)

Me: "Ting Hui! My day was totally crap man. Worst than the other day. I lost my 50 dollars in class, I think that person stole it again. Then my friend accidentally tore my book, and my council's first day of duty... Urgh! ):"

Ting: "somethingsomethingsomething... You really had a bad day. ):"

Me: "Yea... & I lost 8 marks due to careless mistakes for my a-maths test okay! I feel like dying now ):"

Ting: "Aww, cheer up... Comforting me"

- On the phone, continuing my disastrous day -

Me: *sighs

Ting: "How was your day?"

Me: "Dint I..."

Ting: "Oh ya! Aiyo, relax..."

- After a long chat, when he kept trying to comfort me -

Ting: "Cheer up okay, bu yao shang xin le."

Me: "Okay, I won't shang xin. *sighs"

Ting: "That's so sarcastic... *repeats what I said"

Me: "Yea, I won't be sad. You know why?..."

Ting: "*Sounding a lil happier, WHY WHY?!"

Me: "Hang on, hang on... 'Cos it's April Fools'!"

Ting: *pauses for a few secs "BELLEEE, urgh! I feel like smacking your face!"

- LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH -

Case 2- Khairyll Amri

(Technically I accidentally called him, thus he called back thinking that it was something important. When he did, I decided to prank him as well, telling him exactly the same thing that I told Ting Hui)

His reaction: "BELLEEE, you're gonna die man! WTF, I thought it was real! You cheat my feelings sia! WTF, you're damn mean. I'm so disappointed in you."

Oh yes, that was also because...

Khai: "Are you sure this is not an April Fools' prank?"

Me: *Voice in a lower, saddened tone "Yea, how can I joke about these things!"

Khai: "Have you told your dad?"

Me: "Obviously not! I don't have the guts to. I don't know what he'll do..."

________________________________________________________________

Case close. So it was basically an amusing day for me. Many, and I emphasise a hell lot of things happened today. Both desirable and undesirable- but that's life. You've to except things the way it is, though sometimes, you might just be able to change it with the little limited things that you are determined to do.

"It couldn't, shouldn't and isn't just a case of a mistaken or lucky chance that passed by. Whether looking at it with a positive or negative light, it is still a blessing in disguise."
你可知道含着模糊,愁眉苦脸其实是一种笑容.

p.s. This time, I finally understand the true meaning of what irony is, and how it is being used.

Till then, xoxo.

"T'was words drowning my thoughts."

Catastrophic

2010-03-20T23:27:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRASER TIONG! (:
Happy Birthday to you,
You're born in the zoo... Oops I meant,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Fraser,
Happy Birthday to you! *woo :D

The past few days were totally wicked! Not wicked as in cruel, but wicked as in like whacky, fun and just awesome! Yes, reported to school from Monday to Wednesday for classes, and though each lesson was on for about 2 hours and we ended later, it felt way better than going through the normal school timetable, and also 'cos we had many breaks! :D Maybe we should suggest this to the school, for a change (:

The Sec 4 & 5s Overseas Trip to Johore was a blast! I really dint expect it to create much of an impact to us, but it definitely got me dumbfounded. Before the trip, everyone was kinda disappointed upon hearing that it was merely a ONE day trip! Most of us did not expect any bonding of any sort, and not forgetting that there was no shopping time allocated at all. Nevertheless, we had to go for the trip. We visited(in sequence) the breakfast makan venue, the CocoaRich Chocolate Factory(which seemed like a normal shop), the Istana Palace Museum, Seafood Lunch @ High-something-restaurant, Boat-ride to fishing village was cancelled, instead went to the Tin Pewter, before heading to Kota Tinggi(where Jolene and I went before) for dinner, and heading back home (:

Yes, not forgetting the awesome part of how I slept from 12AM to 4.45PM the next day. 16 hours in total, woooo. It was totally wonderful! Well, apart from the fact then everyone's calling me a pig now ): But, who cares?! :D

Ting had his badminton match yesterday, and due to the fact that he got all the way to the 3rd round(I think), he must be really good! I promised him I'd go down to watch his match, and so I did! However, it was such a disappointment waiting 30 long minutes for a cab at Redhill MRT station, thus only getting to watch him walk out of the court when I arrived. I like his attitude though, he still seems so lively even though he lost. Yes, we've gotta learn from our mistakes and refrain from repeating them.

Anyway Ting was so sweet 'cos he said I went all the way to Redhill just to support his match though I was kinda late, thus he proposed to go to Yishun to have dinner with me! ^^ Though I kept saying "NO!" cause he lives in Jurong which is like so far from where Yishun is at. Nevertheless, with Ting being such a gentleman, we dined at Northpoint's Subway. Halfway through our crapping, I saw Dominic(alumni)! He's super duper buffed up now, and I dint know he's in the national Dragon Boat team! Cool right?!

Right, so back to point... THANKS TING, for sending me back! :D *kick your face (:

After all the collaboration & planning with Ting, we kinda created some ridiculous joke. The plan was supposedly, Fraser thinking he's gonna surprise Khai with the teddy bear we bought him as a gift, and Khai was supposedly surprising Fraser today etc. etc. However, due to the many change of plans and events, the whole thing today got messed up ): It felt like a total epic failure kinda thing. Ting & I were literally at our wits end, trying to figure out what's next, and stuff like that. Oh well, glad that's over. We're all happy as duckies now, or at least I hope so! (:

& the stupid-est thing ever was that I brought extra clothes and stuff, but I forgot to bring... An extra pair of PANTS! How wonderful right- hence I couldn't play in the water and stuff, aww man! ): Wasted. Nonetheless, I've to admit that I still had fun today, and I'm super proud of Ting's and my work of cake-art! ^^

Artists at work! :P

Ting: Act cute!

Till then, xoxo.
"Limitation is nothing, but your imagination."

Random

2010-03-14T22:48:00.001+08:00

The Youth Milo Triathlon yesterday was AWESOME! <3

& look how tiny Abigail is compared to the already-small-sized matress! :O

Till then, xoxo.

"Everything turns amazingly magnificent with you're around."

This is it.

2010-03-11T21:03:00.005+08:00

Yayyyy! I'm done with my 3 Chemistry Worksheets and A-maths Homework! :D Anyway, school today was the same old boring day that no one would anticipate for. Well, at least SS class was kinda interesting, with Miss Foong showing us videos about the difference between girls and boys, and other cool pictures!

Did you know, that there's a 7-star hotel in Dubai?!
It's the only 7-star hotel in the world! A night there would cost you like S$15 000! For some it might be peanuts, but to the my class we were like astonished at that amount! Though it wasn't exactly a huge surprise after we saw that the hotel was golden everywhere, with bars in the toilets, pools, tennis courts on the highest level, and much more! I'm so gonna go there for my honeymoon, heh! :P

Anyway, back to the point. Today was the first time after so many months, that we were finally strolling down for History class, cause Mrs Peh wasn't here today, thus everyone was so relieved and jumping for joy. The relief teacher wasn't that creative though, she just decided that we should just do our worksheet at the tables near the foyer cause the Humanities Room door was lock. & not forgetting how Tisha was suffering in pain with her eyes getting attacked by the terrible clutches of... Johnsons Baby Lotion! It's a long story. Get well soon Teesh! (:

Upcoming Events:

Inter-class Soccer Match (12 Mar '10)
Milo Triathlon @ Sentosa (13 Mar '10)
National Youth X-country Race (Either 20th/27th Mar '10)
Run Road Singapore, Fundraising Event by NTU (27th Mar '10)
Maths Trial @ YJC (10th Apr '10)

Whoa, I just realise how sporty I'm getting. Oh well, it's all good. I just hope that I won't get too muscle-y, 'cos that'd be sick! ): So I'm watching Tooth Fairy now, and I just realised... RYAN SHECKLER's acting it it! AHHHHHHH, hot stuff :D

& I WANT AN ITOUCH! However, I still dislike how Iphones work, though you guys might think "Hey, it's pretty much the same right?!" Hah, I guess it's cause the plan doesn't attract me. So an Itouch will do, WIRELESS! (:

& I've to admit, my sister's baby is the bomb! Heh, not literally though. She's just super duper cute; however it's scary when she cries 'cos her face will just turn red instantaneously within like prolly 1 sec! Y'know what's the funniest part? She's a 1-day old baby that already learns to snore! :D

HUGE JOKE: During FNN Lessons ytd
-Background Info:
We were supposedly doing our coursework & I wanted to ask Junkeong(guy) for his thumbdrive, I THINK- if I dint remember wrongly.

JK: Talking to Kianwei
B: "Hey Junkeong! Where's your thing-y?"
(I'm just so used to saying thing-y)
JK: "WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?! Why you want my thing-y?!" *covers xxxx, you know.
Nabil: "HUH BELLE! Why you wanna see his thing-y?! Tsk tsk, President..."
Harris, Wera, Kianwei, Jarrett & the rest: "BELLE! I dint know you're this kinda person, see people's thing-y huh..."
B: "WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! (-.-)"

- I've learnt not to say "your thing-y"! D:

p.s. Trying to upload the photos into Blogger!

Till then, xoxo.
“The world's just black & white, till you fill it with colours.”

Anticipations.

2010-03-09T23:04:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna sleep already, but before that... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm gonna be an Aunt in 241209571305971305875072315 ++ secs!

My sister's giving birth tomorrow; having a cesarean operation, and I don't care about the spelling now even if it's wrong, 'cos I'm so excited! :D I'm so gonna rush down to the hospital right after school, though I'd be there only after the operation! ): Nevertheless, I'm still gonna hop around after seeing my niece (: Oh my, so many things that I am anticipating for! ^^v CAN'T WAAAAAAAAAIT! :D

p.s. This is my fastest post yet! :D

Till then, xoxo.

"If I could have a super power, I'd choose time-control;
so that I can always be with you! (:"

Eventful

2010-03-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

I guess you readers might find my life freakishly strange, 'cos it's like fine for a moment, then it's the total opposite at the next. Even I myself find it so amusing and interesting. I should probably like start some research on an average teen's life and place it juxtapose in comparison with mine. I bet the results would be outstanding and totally out of the world!

Well apart from that, I guess the day was pretty much a good one. Despite the fact that I woke up early today, to realise that my dad got called to an emergency work slot, thus leaving me, myself and I, alone to cab down to City Hall. Luckily my sister and brother-in-law went to church today, so I met up with them :D

They said "Time flies". I really dint believe it much, till I got to experience it on-hand. It's like one moment you were building sandcastles in the sand, travelling overseas during the holidays, then the next, you realise you're studying all day long just to achieve your jaw-dropping aims and goals, to see your child doing the same old routine. And to think that in about 2 days and a few hours time, I'd be an Aunt! (:

At this moment, it's just so contradictory. I really want time to pass fast, so that I can just get over with my Os and look forward to greater things in life. Yet, I want time to slow down at my feet, so that I'd be able to grasp every moment I can, to treasure the things around me, cause I feel as though my studies made me neglectful and oblivious to many beautiful things.

Anyway, I guess I shall end my post here, logoff, iron my uniform, then off to z-land! :D
FRASER TIONG, get well soon! (:

Till then, xoxo.
"I'd gather all the time in the world, just to see you."

Boring

2010-03-06T23:03:00.005+08:00

My days are turning from whacky and fun, to totally and super boring. Anyway I feel as though I'm literally turning into a pig now, apart from becoming a geek. I was feeling so tired and I slept till 3PM, though I woke up in the morning to answer a call. Bought lunch at 4PM, and I watched Kimora: Life In The Fab Lane till 9PM. I know, it's like I'm just some couch-potato. Hence, I decided to bathe and do my A-maths homework and Chinese compo.

The fact that I'm online means I'm done with my work! At least I don't feel as stress as I was when I knew I didn't complete any work today. See, I told you guys I'm becoming a geek now! ): So I'm just feeling boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed now, and I am simple just... Feeling bored, nothing else! D: Here I am blogging my day away, not knowing what I'm gonna do next apart from chatting on MSN. Church awaits me tomorrow morning! After which, I guess I will just head home to study once again.

One day down, many more to go.

Here's Erika reading her book during training,
and I totally got a shock thinking that her face suddenly changed! :P

I was bored/down, so Bryan drew some hilarious stories to cheer me up.
-STORY #1-

-STORY #2-

-STORY #3&4-

-Other Random Drawings-

- Thanks Bryan :D

My handwriting ain't that bad too! :D

Till then, xoxo.

"So close, yet so far away."

Depressing

2010-03-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

It's just like every other time that I'm just feeling down in the dumps, and I wish so much that you could be here, but I guess you already have too much on your hand ): I don't know, it's just like some natural feelings I get when I see you down, that I'd be too. And I know I said otherwise, but it's just so hard not worrying, when I see you so down all the time! D: Promise me you'll try hard to give a smile, so I won't go over and slap you. *winks

Looking back, my spirits got dampened by my fears of Os. My results are not exactly what I expect myself to get, and I'm not at all satisfied. I need to do something, and I need to do it quick. It's either I've way too high expectations, or I'm simply not doing enough. Someone just save me, I think I'll be in the ICU soon.

Competition's on Monday, I can't wait. I'll be fighting with all my might, and hopefully, just maybe, I'd be as energetic, lively, cheery and everything I was today, having the best of strokes, and defeating my opponent. Thanks K, for making the effort to go down and support on Monday(:

- Tang Ting Hui! Thanks for trying to cheer me up. I guess everything started off simple and just became so perplexed. When we meet during the March Holidays, we'll go shout like mad and throw rocks okay! I'll assure you that we'll do that! You try to cheer up too alright, you can do it! (:

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! ):
I feel like screaming my heart out! D:
"Cause it's like we're in opposite dimensions; And I'm lost."

Delighted

2010-03-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY KHAIRYLL AMRI! :D

HAPPY BELATED SWEET 16th, SAMANTHA WONG! :D

- May your wishes come true! Love you guys!

Phew, I finally finished the Badminton write-up(to be put on our school's webbie) that Mdm Au asked me to do like probably 2 weeks ago? Oops :D I hope that it'd be approved and I wouldn't have to like re-write it or something. Oh golly, I just remembered I still have to write a paragraph or something about the Student Council for our school magazine, AHHHH. Think Belle think, what to write, what to write...

Anyway, school went pretty well today. I love Thurdays, short and sweet. A-mathematics lessons today were very much more interesting, 'cos we got to go to the computer lab, sadly not the Maclab, to learn about the 2nd derivative test for Maxima & Minima. It's was hilarious 'cos Mr Yong was teaching us outside, while we waited for Cheryl's class to clear the lab, and he asked Junkeong & Thanh to like act as the gradients of the graph. I don't think you guys will understand, but it's just hilarious(if you were there)! :D

Mr Yong just moves too fast!

We had house practice today(again), and I proved a point. I totally suck at Javalin. From the first time I tried in Secondary 1 till now, I've never been able to throw it right, ever! Amazingly the musclewoman Jolene did it not once, but twice! *claps I'm in shot-putt again, and it reminds me of how I did short-putt in SNGS also, and became the finalist! Anyway, we were gonna do Long Jump when there was a lightning alert so we got to go home early :D & another thing's for sure. High jump is totally not my thing, though I'm not sure how I did it in SNGS, maybe there's like some magical power SNGS gives! :D

Here's a list of events coming up:

Pilot Pen-Ashaway Competition, Monday 3PM @ Tampines Sports Hall
National Youth Cross-country race
Milo Triatholon

And I'm only left with tomorrow's training before the match, 'cos I missed the last one due to my sickness, NOOOOO! I shall self-train with the other peeps. My opponent's from St.Margs and I'm gonna do my best to win this thing! Haha, okay I'm just trying to act like some elite :D

Everyone's just feeling so down lately, well most of my friends at least. What's wrong with the world?! Apart from that, the weather is literally killing me! Anyway, just a few philosophical words from Belle the Great. Don't allow your troubles to bring you down, cause you never know how many people out there would love to see you happy and smiling, so put your troubles aside, and just continue moving on! Life is just like trial-and-error, there are bound to be mistakes made(:

T: "Don't take my face okay"
B: "OKAY, I won't! :D"
& I love the lady bug balloon, made by Lina (:

AHHHHHHHHHH, I love iggly giggly puff :D

p.s. I got a new thumb-drive, and I renamed it TOE-BELLE :D

Till then, xoxo.
"You know I'll be here, with you."

Contradictions.

2010-03-02T15:01:00.002+08:00

'Cos sometimes bad things happen to good people.

I shall post, before having my lunch(Yes, I'm eating :D), followed by studying! (: I can't wait to go to school tomorrow, also having Chemistry and History test :D Aw man, now I sound like some geekazoid. Oh well, that's why you become when you've your Os coming.

I would also like to extend my gratitude to all those who were caring for me, yesterday and days when I'm sick. It was kinda shocking when someone whom you'd never expect to be so kind, actually cared more than some people who you'd always assume would care more than anyone else in the world. Things always change, so you're just gotta get over it.

Anyway, my life is amusing me day by day, week by week. Observing how the people around me change, how the things surrounding me seem to all fade away, and how I really wished I could turn back the clock to when it all appeared to be the best of times, when tensed situations ameliorated after a simple touch of understanding from both parties.

That's just life, a total pain in the ass.

-

I was playing Can You Spot It(Facebook),
and this picture totally made me laugh to tears.
} I was busy taking the photo thus running out of time D:

I think I was prolly just 4? :D

& This is totally the bomb man :D

Till then, xoxo.

"You'd not believe how much you've brightened up my life (:"

Fall out.

2010-03-01T22:37:00.003+08:00

In short, I spent my day... Being totally sick! :D Yes, so I was trying to stay awake during my lessons and stuff like that, and luckily I managed to make it through Physics test! Anyway, I guess school was pretty much fine today, other than realising the fact that a lot, and I mean many people are falling ill.

After the long dreadful hours, suffering in school, it was finally over! Stayed back for like a couple of minutes to help Shuai Nan film some interview-ing thing. I then rushed home as I was desperately making time for my long, beauty sleep to replenish my energy, and stuff like that. Hence, I fulfilled that wish and I slept for prolly 3 hours? Yes, and I totally like warmed up the whole bed, due to my hotness! *winks

I grew hungry so I rang up my dad, since my brother was asleep. Yada yada yada, and he found out I was running a fever, so he asked me to go see a doctor, yet again! ): Darn, I'm so upset cause I keep falling ill, resulting to me missing lessons and stuff like that. What to do? I just heeded my dad's advice and went to see the doctor. I had to wake my brother up to accompany me, since I might just faint any moment. My brother was like super cranky, so I'm real sorry! D:

The most retarded-est thing I've ever done
Receptionist: "So what illness do you have?"
Me: "Sore throat, cough."
Receptionist: "Anything else?"
Me: "Oh yes, I was running a fever just now."
*hands thermometer over to me
Thermometer: (39 degree celcius)
Me: "OH NO!"
Thermometer: (Drops to 38.8 degree celcius) *beeps
Receptionist: *hands over a mask "Okay you've to wear this 'cos you've a high fever!"
Me: *NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Anyway, she said I only had to put it on when I was back in the clinic, so I went to stroll around with my brother first, before going back, and yes, putting on the mask. As a result, I got the limelight! Everyone was staring at me 'cos of the mask! *covers face

Ain't it just the coolest?
There's pink, green & yellow! Oh right, and black :D

Yes, that's how retarded I looked at in the clinic. Even my brother was trying to avoid like eye contact and stuff, preventing others from knowing that we're related! So mean right ):

Friends, if you're wondering why I'm always sick, it's 'cos of some hereditary thing of my family, that makes us possess humongous tonsils, hence I am more, and very much prone to falling ill easily, and the tonsils tend to swell and get irritated even due to the most minor thing. Yes, to sum it up, now I'm currently like having a throat infection; sore-throat(obvious), fever, and cough.

Anyway, I ate my medicine already and am beginning to perspire and lose the heaaat, so I guess that's a good thing! I've to take the medicine like in the wee hours, so I better get my rest! I'm off from school tomorrow, MCCCCCCC.

Till then,

"Oblivious vs. on purpose. I ain't gonna ponder, no more.

Assumptions only make things worst."

Dilemma-ish

2010-02-28T22:36:00.004+08:00

Cause I always get my hopes too high, and get left wishing for the best.

I'm sick again, oh no! I am trying to take care of myself, reallyyyyy! Maybe it's just 'cos of the schoolwork and what not. Anyway, I had a er... Splendid, awesome time watching Valentine's Day just now with Tasya, Carmen, Angela, Nikki & Jolene! I'd give it a 4 outta 5. Taylor Swift was acting as some dumb blonde in the show, and it was hilarious. Yet again, Taylor Lautner never fails to impress me :D Well the whole show really had many twists and most of the scenes were those that you'd never expect. Yes, to support with evidence, you can ask Tasya 'cos at the end of the movie, she went, "Okay in total, you said 'Aww so sweet' like 7 times! Or more!" :D

Anyway, at this point of my post, I would also like to specially congratulate KHAIRYLL for getting 2nd in his running competition today, despite just recovering from his leg injury! *Three cheers! (:

Okay, and I accidentally made my brother's room door get stuck, so my dad went to be repairman, and got it fixed! :D AND I just, like 0.0000000000000000000000000000000001s before, slipped on the door stopper, and fell, hitting my elbow on the door and wall, and my waist hitting who knows where, and now it hurts, badly! ): Yes, I'm sure that a 4th bruise will appear tomorrow! ):

Hey you!
I was thinking day and night, about what you said yesterday, yes very random I know :D, when you asked why blablabla when you're not anybody special or something, and I realised that it's because you're you that makes you special in every single way (:
"Hey hey, you you better cheer up okay! Or I'd stay sick forever D:
Whatever it is, I'd be here if you need a ear, or two! ♥"

Okay, don't mind that very absolutely random part!

Till then, xoxo.

"Drowned in ever deep thoughts."

Random

2010-02-28T00:34:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I think I'm falling ill yet again.

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEY.

2010-02-27T01:28:00.003+08:00

I know it's like super early in the morning now, and I'm supposed to be sleeping, yet I'm here to post. If you're wodnering why, then it's merely 'cos I was just tempted by the call of my hungry stomach, since I haven't eaten all day, hence just finishing my first meal of the day not long ago, and I'm waiting for it to digest now :D "Anyway, once again, I'm so super duper sorry that I couldn't login today due to it being such a long and busy day! I'll devote my whole day to you tomorrow if possible! (:"

I hate to say it, but I'm glad that whatever happened today, happened. Yes, it's meant to seem like some contradiction. Well I guess today just gave us yet another opportunity to bond together again, and to relive those close friendship-ness that we used to have with one another. It was somehow like living the resurgance, knowing that our friendship was somehow salvaged, and that the other problems were just put aside.

"So today we were yet again some close retarded over-dressed group, but who cares, we were happy right! :D And I'll treasure these close moments together, especially since it's like our last year together! *cries Anyway, I hope that we wouldn't have anymore frequent tiffs with each other, and we'd just live life like how we used to last time. Remember, Live, Love, Laugh (:"

Yes, about the concert. I realised why it's called the Green Life Concert already, 'cos the different performances were all towards a common goal, of raising our awareness towards our deteriorating Mother Earth. I really found the dance-cum-artwork that Dandi, Shuai Nan and those group of girls, did awesome! It was really an elegant yet mysterious kind of dance, full of emotions and well, majesticness. The magic show was pretty hilarious too. However, I've to admit that the best part was the finale, when they all sang to "Bad Romance"! :D Though as boring our students can get, they didn't even get hyper or something, and just stared with amusement.

Yes, I took many many many pictures today(or yesterday) too! Sadly my phone's cable isn't working, so I shall upload the pictures when I'm free, and when I get the rest of the pictures from Myrah, since I forgot to charge my cammy again, and it died-ed soon after I used it for a few shoots ):

Oh yes! Not forgetting how elated I felt, finally meeting Sammy and Danielle after like, 3 years?! We supposedly planned to go back to SNGS to eat Orange Bowl, however due to my lateness, we just decided to walk around Toa Payoh, and slacked at the library. Ahhhhh yes, there was this super creepy dude who kept staring at me while we were at the library, and he even took out his phone to take pictures, WTH! Anyway, Sammy & I were then in the process of speaking F-language so that he wouldn't understand us, and Danielle was like, "WTH your talking about?!" Or at least her facial expressions showed that :D

"Girlies, I really loved how we all hanged out together today. Hope that we'd be able to meet up again someday soon, and it'd be great if we could find more people, like maybe Natalie and the rest? (: & Sammy, just keep working hard, your hard work will definitely pay off alright, don't give up! You've my utmost support, loves! (: Danielle, just study hard and do it once, do it well, so that you can get over it! Never let your lethargy drag your grades down okay, if you haven't started, then it's time you start studying already! All the best once again, loves!(:"

P.s. All thanks to heels, I got blisters again! ):

Till then, xoxo.
"He's running through my mind all day."

Shattered.

2010-02-25T18:49:00.004+08:00

So I stayed up all night, thinking about "what ifs" again. I was pretty much thinking more about a particular someone; Wondering what'd happen today, and other other stuff. Yesyes, it sounds so retarded now though ): I got too much influence from someone, so now I'm worrying a lot also D:

Anyway today was... Okay, I guess. However, same as always, there are bound to be problems arising within that few hours when you're in school. Apart from that, then it was fine. Yes friends, I'll be trying my best not to dwell my thoughts into all the problems, and just keep looking on the brighter side.

& We got our O level subject option form today. Unlucky for me, on my birthday, I'd be having A-maths Paper 2, as well as my Pure Chemistry Paper! I certainly hope for this one time, that believing in superstition(which I usually don't) might actually take effect, and bring me good luck on that day.

Badminton training's cancelled tomorrow cause of the Green Life Concert, and the tickets look super similar to bookmarks, and well it's also cause of the fact that the material is somewhat the same. Nevertheless, I bet it'd be an awesome 2 hours of funfilled-madness and heat, being locked up in the Hall.

However, I'm still pondering on why it's called the Green Life Concert when it's to raise funds for our school's running track, and doesn't have a relation to Greenery, other than the fact the it's in collaboration with the Pandan Valley Rotary Club. Anyway, I'll just be enjoying the show.
p.s. Still searching for a suitable outfit for tomorrow.

Yes, with all that said. I guess I'd just be day-dreaming the rest of my night away, thinking of you (always).

Till then, xoxo.

"It's an obnubilate beginning of something great."

Die trying.

2010-02-24T22:38:00.007+08:00

Appreciation. It's just a word, yet it holds many different meanings to it. To some, it's just something you need to do, to thank someone for helping you. Yet to a portion of the others, it is something you would willing do, 'cos you know it actually means something to the person you're thanking, or showing your appreciation to.

Appreciation. There are many different ways to show your appreciation to someone. Writing a card, a poem, singing some random tunes, finding something to repay the person, or just a simple "Hey, thank you!" A little appreciation, might just be able to go a long way. It could be able to touch the hearts of someone else, and definitely make that person feel recognised and accepted, knowing that actually someone realises what he/she is doing, and finally striking off the possibility that he/she is invisible to them.

Speaking of which, I've an E-maths Possibility Test tomorrow, and Physics test today was postponed to Monday, NOOOO! ):

Yes, my Physics book! (Tag written by Timothy)

} With the tag "BELLE XD" on it, so BELLE Matters! :D

During History today, we had some small group discussion thing, and Tisha told me that she misses me *awwwww. And I was so blur and sotong-ish, so only at E-maths lesson, when I turned open my handbook, then did I realise that...

She pasted this post-it in my book!

p.s. Teesh, I totally miss crapping with you in Pure classes! ):

Last but not the least, it was NUR HIDATASYA's 14th Birthday yesterday! So...

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Tasyaaaaaaaaaa,

Happy Birthday to YOU! :D

"I love the presents, thanks so much love!"

*With a fake rose;

"I'll wait till the last petal withers."

GETTING BETTER.

2010-02-21T16:57:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK FROM CHURCH! :D

I'm here blogging yet again 'cos I'm bored, though I'm gonna rest first before continuing on my FNN O level CW research. I wanted to upload the pictures that I took yesterday when we went to Coach A.K's house, but sadly Blogger doesn't let me as the pictures fail to load. Nevertheless, I shall just post some random post, and hope that it is not too short to bore you! :P

From my previous MSN pm it stated, "It's such a soapy day". I bet you must be wondering whats up with that right. Basically, it is just due to things that happen when I was bathing & after.

I accidentally "swallowed" soap while bathing
While hand-washing my shirt, I accidentally splashed soap water into my eye! ):

Yes, I admit that I am indeed such a nincompoop and a clumsy person. Oh well, it's still hilarious thinking back. This isn't the worst actually, there were more retarded and dumb things that I accidentally did before at home, which I shan't tell you guys, least giving you the impression that I'm a 101% dummy! However, to be kind, I shall give an example: Running into a door, forgetting that it's close! *zonks out

Alright-y then, I shall go rest and then have yet another dosage of my medicine at 7 & 11PM, 'cos I took the first dosage late this morning. Whoops! :P "Fraser & Ting, don't kill me okay! :D"

Till then, xoxo.
"I love it when you call."

STILL SICKKKKK.

2010-02-20T09:50:00.001+08:00

In like 1 hour 39 mins and a couple of seconds, I'd be off to Coach Andy Kang's house! It's such a great moment to be anticipating, since we've yet to see him like for... 2 years perhaps? :D

I shall post when I'm back, toodles!

"Even if I'm at my lowest, I'd smile just for you."

SICKKKKKKKKKK.

2010-02-19T21:49:00.001+08:00

Yes because I promised someone that I'd post today, here I am posting today! Okay wait, that sounds a lil' retarded but... Who cares :D School for me was... Fine? I was kinda dying in school since my cough medicine had a drowsy effect on me. Lessons were pretty interesting today, especially acting in both my Chinese & English lesson (:

Had Chinese remedial again for an hour, did a composition about the lil' act we did in class, and surprisingly I finished the compo though I started like maybe 15mins later :D Headed back to class for another hour to help decorate it with posters, magazines and stuff like that. I swear that the noticeboard is hideously messy right now, but it's still cool with all the SP's magazine pages there *whoops!

Not forgetting that I skipped PE, as in 'cos I'm sick and have an MC, and training too! However, due to the fact that both Miss Low & Mdm Au had an out-of-school meeting, Mdm Au asked me to stay back to look after and supervise the team, until she came back. I was practically dying there after having yet another dosage of my cough syrup before I went to the hall. What else could I do, other than to just lie down and rest. Hence, I decided to... SLEEP ON THE STAIRS! I know, how dumb can I get right? But I was too lazy & SICK to move about, though some sweeties like Dong Tian, Erick, Evelyn, Vivian and Hummairah told me to sleep on the stage instead.

Anyways, I slept and got awaken many times due to:

Sudden songs played through the speakers by the AVA peeps
Coach suddenly screaming at the top of his voice
Caring friends who kept asking if I was fine

& mind you, the speakers were just directly behind me, like next to my ears as well! ): So I just decided to move and rest my head to sleep on Hummairah's lap instead, and also 'cos she was sitting right infront of the fan, and I was already perspiring like crazy at that time.

I waited till 5.30PM when Mdm Au came back, and totally saw me like in that "drunked" state. She felt my neck and forehead and once again told me that I felt a little warm. That's the second time today, 'cos Mr Tham felt my forehead too when I told him in the morning during assembly time, that I'll not be doing PE today. Yes, I just hope I don't catch a fever though :/

Till then.
"You're the best-est gift ever."

Contented.

2010-02-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

As many of you have realised from the horrible way that I was coughing in school today, and from the sound of my voice, I have yet to recover! ): The worst part is that, I think instead of getting better, it's getting worse!

Yes, that's practically pretty much of how my day started off; coughing, coughing and more... Coughing. Well, at least after 1PM I could start talking normally, despite the few times when my voice still went suddenly high-pitched. I shall listen to Tingting and eat medicine (: AND, I realised that Strepsils never helped me before, after consuming it, all it does is make my throat more irritated, and I will start coughing even more! ):

All thanks to my sickness, I totally lost my appetite today(can't blame me Ting)! During recess I tried eating, but after the 5th spoonful of porrigde, I just decided to throw the rest away. Same for dinner, I ate the fish and threw the rest. I feel like I'm such a waste-r ):

Anyway, I am so very proud of myself today for accomplishing all my homework as well as doing notes on the chapter that we've just covered on, in Chemistry! ^^v I wanted to cover more, but I realised that there's still a maths quiz on Heymath that I have yet to do, since M.T. only told us today, and the deadline's like tonight at 11PM. Anyway, I did it already and I made careless mistakes (yet again), causing me to lose 4 marks! So I got 16/20 ):

& I hope I'll recover in time to go training this Friday! :D

- Thanks for the concerns dudes & dudettes! :D
(& Khai you shall see your name appear here!)

Till then.

'Cos my heart skips a beat, when I'm with you.

"Don't worry, be happy! I'll always be there to support you :D"

RIP: dying of cough.

2010-02-16T19:26:00.003+08:00

I'm coughing like nobody's business now,
seeming as though the next thing that I'm coughing out will be blood ):

p.s. It's just like playing a looping, non-stop, movie about you.

Sickdom.

2010-02-15T20:46:00.007+08:00

"You took my breath away."

-

Good evening people from Singapore and the other countries and many planets! *Peace-sign. Today was a great great day to begin with. I woke up early-er today before using my lappy, and heading down to my aunt's place in Tampines. Well, my throat wasn't feeling too good this morning, didn't say a word until I finally opened my mouth to talk to my brother like 3 hours after I woke up. Not forgetting the flu that made my body feel worser still. & my dearest Kaylen baby vomitted this morning too ):

Sister & Bennett then came to pick us up before heading over to fetch Dad. It got totally ruined when... Yea. "It kinda wrecked the whole mood, up till now I'm still wondering why. Sigh, but I'll just try my best not to let it get in the way of my thoughts now, I can't be bothered no more."

Anyway, reached Aunt's house and slacked around, chatted with Candice and Aunty Kathy. Nicholas is taking his PSLE this year, but he still seems so small! Well, maybe 'cos I haven't been seeing them often. Yes, I really do want to upload all the pictures that I've taken (no, I dint camwhore okay! :D), however my camera battery's dead so I can't transfer the photos over 'cos it has to be switched on to transfer stuff.

Ah yes, along the way home in Ben's car, I somehow caught a glimspe of what you'd call, a sunset. I finally gotta see one! (Well partially at least) I was so happy, and Ben stopped the car to let me admire it and take pictures, yay! (: I hope that in the future I'd be able to watch the sunset with my love :D Haha, okay that's just a wish. Anyways... I'll upload the pictures ASAP okay! (:

Tomorrow marks the end of our celebration, though it supposedly lasts 15 days, but since school starts tomorrow then... ): Anyway, I shan't stop partying yet! Or maybe I should, and start once my Ore-Os are over. Yes, it's settled then! Anyway, I'm gonna have my relative-only lunch gathering tomorrow at Bottle Tree Park(haven't been there in ages!), then most prolly either go visiting/out with friends or stay home and do my work. I think I'll choose the latter(:

Till then.
Note To Self: Boys adore going to the toilet.

&

p.s. I shall keep the names of these people unknown :D

A day, not gone to waste.

2010-02-14T18:40:00.006+08:00

Firstly, Happy CNY(officially) and Valentine's Day everyone! (: Noticed the "officially" over there? 'Cos everyone was like wishing during CNY eve eve and stuff like that. Yesterday was pretty much the most crappiest reunion ever, since it never even happened. Oh who cares, it's over, and I'm glad that it is. I'm most prolly gonna see my sister only tomorrow at my Aunt's place, and 'cos she dint come yesterday, we couldn't celebrate her birthday ):

Spent my moody times yesterday over a Movie Marathon thang, though I kinda lightened up after someone made me smile with all his sweet antics up his sleeves. & yes, he's none other than my Valentine (: Anyway, I continued watching till 3AM and decided to sleep since my relatives are coming today. It's surprisingly not as boring as I thought it would be, or at least 'cos the one cousin that my brother and I are closer to, came and talked to us. & I just realised that she knows TANG TING HUI also, 'cos she teaches at JJC! :D

Despite the moody night yesterday, I had an awesome and splendid time during the day! Khairyll asked me to the movies on Friday, so I suggested asking Fraser too; Yes, forgetting that his leg was bandaged. Hence after I remembered, I came up with the idea of us going to EUNOS to pay him a visit! :D Yes, and so we did. Met Khairyll around 11AM at Tampines, then headed to KFC to eat, before training down to Eunos, reaching around 12+.

Fraser was leaving his house soon so we panicked, well a lil, before Smart Belle came up with another idea! Haha, so we were kinda finding out which house was his, 'cos us living in HDB flats dint know anything about Terraces; even the fact that the blablabla-Terrace Road, for example, means that the blablabla is the house unit thing! @.@ After long hard effort of searching under the hot scorching sun, and getting Fraser to let out more information unknowingly, WE FOUND IT! :D

} I guess he was kinda touched and all, and that made us satisfied knowing that our aims were fulfilled! :D Although we saw him hopping around on one leg and felt totally bad 'cos we couldn't help. & yes I almost got a freaking heat-stroke from the scorching heat!

JOKE OF THE YEAR

Belle: “Oh now I know why people in the East are so skinny!”
Khai: “Huh? WHY WHY! *Enthusiastically
Belle: “'Cos they've to live under these kinda weather, so every day keep perspiring until they become very skinny! *Guffaws
Khai: “LAME! (-.-)”

Ah yes, and I got 4 - 8 long and humongous scratches now, which were oozing out blood, 'cos my dog kept fidgeting, trying to jump off my arms. It hurts so badly now, and I've to put like 4-5 plasters both my arms! ):

& the cool thing's that yesterday when I checked my message counter, it was 2020!
Such a nice number, go go buy 4D or something! :P Hahaha, well I guess there would be more if I hadn't cleared the counter the previous time after the SFC BBQ.

& 'cos I got a sunburn from the scorching sun rays in Eunos, I wrote...

(in my MSN)

& evil Khairyll had to write...

in his PM! ):

I absolutely love these shots! :D

(My baby Kaylen <3)

Uh-huh, don't comment ;D

The ultimate sticky rice! } All thanks to my brother

Yes, the dog wanted to ride a bus @ Eunos Interchange :D

& my dog was frantically trying to scratch his way out

of my brother's room to visit my relatives too!

& meet... KHAIRYLL THE CHIMPANZEE :D

Till then.

p.s. I ♥ my Valentine <3

- I shall continue to keep you guys in suspense(especially Khairyll),

so I shan't let the cat out of the bag, by telling you who my Valentine is :D

Shimmering.

2010-02-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

Ah yes, yet another wonderful day at school. We had our CNY celebrations in the morning, and before that was my awesome bawesome Total Defence Day message. It was so awkward doing it before the CNY thing, but anyway I guessed it went quite smooth sailing, despite a few mixed up words and stuff like that.

Things that made me smile like an idiot(today):

Won Teenage Magazine Photoshoot! (March Issue, go grab it! :D)
PE lesson (Dodge Ball & Captain's Ball)
Interesting Chemistry lesson (Noble gases, Non-metals etc; Miss Mok style)
Badminton self-training @ CPCC (With Jolene, Sya, Angela)
Fraser's still-bandaged leg :D

So yes, here you have it. Cheryl and I went to Ngee Ann Poly that day during it's open house and had a photoshoot. Surprisingly we were chosen out of the many many MANY other people! ((: Now we'll have 6-months subscription to Teenage as well as some hampers. Everyone was trying to catch a glimspe of us on the magazine; we felt like movie stars 8D Many gave comments like, "Wow, you guys are the most outstanding of 'em all!" Stuff like that equal to smiles!

Anyway I shall get going now, I'm super exhausted and I've plans for tomorrow, I hope :D
In advance, a very happy happy happy Chinese New Year! (:

-

Jolene's "creativity" has finally been brought to light.
(All thanks to my high-lighters)

Angela! :D

Here you go, the overall view

AND... The close-up! :D

Toodles

Maybe it's true, I'm falling for you.

Disappointments.

2010-02-11T23:55:00.005+08:00

I don't know what came over me. It was all fine, so fine, yet I blew it once again. Totally gave away all the matches in the semi-finals(Badminton NZ). I can't believe that after all the hard work and effort, we finally made it so far, and now everything's just gone. It isn't the first time, and I don't know why either. Today was my match against Canberra, played doubles. It was a 50-50 chance of winning, but I guess I just dint give my best and lacked in that spirit of fighting. We could have won overall 3-2, everyone knew that we could. However everyone who started off great, just ended up nowhere, getting trashed 5-0. Needless to say, Coach and everyone else went home with a long face, and that castle in the air collasped without a doubt.

Tears overwhelmed me yet again directly after my match. It was so uncontrollable, 'cos I knew that my "best" there, wasn't the utmost best that I could do. It was a kinda mixed feeling of sadness, regret, disappointment, anger, hurt and many more.

Everything seems to be crumbling down to nothing. I feel so lost in AM's Trigo, though I used to know it like my ABCs. I'm trying my best to keep up, but it's either me or just a lack of exposure and experience. War In Pacific is yet another obstacle; I don't understand the chapter. My test results are getting bad, and I don't know how to pull them up. & about Lemon Tea, I just don't wanna talk about her. She's just bored and finding things to keep her in the lime light. I'll just leave it as it is, unless she does something absurd and puerile. I just feel like a failure lately, even though I know I'm not.

-

Fraser Tiong! I don't know if you'd read this, but I'll still make it a point to type it here (: You better take good care of your leg alright! I'll go to your house tomorrow and paint, "恭喜发财" :D See, ain't I the sweetest? Heh! Don't be too depressed alright, your leg will definitely heal quickly, and before you know it, you'll be playing in the Nationals! (: Oh and congratulations Frasey! Make sure you don't break your other leg there, promise? ^^v Thanks for the comforting and support that you've given so generously, I really appreciate it and I really wanna thank you sincerely, from the bottom of my heart. I am truely grateful and thankful to have a friend like you. Remember, I'll be here if you need me. My phone's always available, and I'll lend you my short legs if neccessary! :D

Heh, Frasey the pig! <3
p/s I couldn't find the font colour pink ):

One love, one heart, one life.

2010-02-07T17:37:00.002+08:00

I'm totally addicted to this song now, and Justin's hot! Well, Ryan Sheckler's still hotter though! (: & there this vid about them looking alike, except you'll know when it's Ryan *haaaaaawtness

Ah yes, I went to the Airshow yesterday! And oh-am-gee, it was totally a blastblastblast! (: Altogether 25 people went(I think), including some councillors and syfc members. Took many photos of the planes and helicopters. & I found out an amazing fact! The pilot of the F16 is my friend's dad! How cool can that be right! :D
} I've uploaded the photos on Facebook, go grab! (:

Left Changi Airport around 2PM, and reached Yishun at 3.30PM. Poor Frasey was waiting for like half an hour, at least he had CHESS to entertain him! :P Brought him round Northpoint, showing him all the different animals that he was. In the end, he admitted being a pig! Anyway, he said I was some other animal, it had a bear head and leopard skin, which was awkward! We then to 900+ to see the parrot, which totally freaked him out 'cos he thought it was fake, and when we left it kept whistling, looking and seemingly calling him. So I kept telling him that the parrot dint wanna let him go :D

Meet Fraser the PIG :D

After a long wait of around an hour, Khairyll finally arrived. Getting lost at Yishun, we had to find him at Old Chang Kee. If you'd met both of them, you'd agree with me when I say that they are literally Sua gus of the North :D Walked around more, before heading to the Foodcourt to eat since Khai wanted rice in his meal. However, he ended up buying char kway teow(no rice!), so it was hilarious. Chatted till 6.30 and Fraser had to leave for his land-cycling expidition at East Coast, so I brought Khai to see the pig, bear-leopard-thing, and parrot. Apparently the parrot was dancing! :D

The whole time, my face was red. I wasn't blushing, serious. It's all thanks to the sunburnts from the Airshow. But I've gotta admit, it was a day well spent (: I enjoyed it a lot! Thanks guys, I can't wait for the next meet up! :D

I thought you'd always be mine.

2010-02-05T15:54:00.001+08:00

Ah yes, another post yet again. Things at school have been going fine. I'm pretty glad that I will be remembered in Northbrooks, 'cos my name's gonna be encarved on a metal sign on the Presidents' Board outside the General Office :D Yes yes, I won the election and I'm really thankful to all those who voted and gave their support for me (:

I'm just a human, and some people might not like me. Hence, I really do hope that you just keep your comments to yourself, because everyone has his/her own mind and thinking. What you think might not be the same as the others. I really wanna prove that you've the wrong impression of me, and that I will be able to make your jaw-drop, let you get all flabbergasted and take back what you said.

Today was x-country, and I really did try to push myself hard, after getting 2nd for Sec 1, 3rd for Sec 2, and 5th last year, I came in 3rd today! ((: So I guess if my school had some IP or something, next year I would get 2nd again (get the trend :D).

Before I forget, Happy Belated Birthday dearest Hummairah and Prateep (I want my engagement ring! xD - Inside joke). I'm so sorry that I dint have time to post and give you guys presents, but I really hope that you liked that lil' surprise and cake prepared, and the Ultraman and Spiderman! (: All the best for your studies, and may your wishes come true. Now you guys will be off to NC16 movies while I still stick to my PG movies ): UNFAIR much!

-

Okay, I'll be off to rest awhile then to Tampines I go for Badminton "training" with AngeLAME (: AHHHHHH, I can't wait to meet Mr. Disgusting Frasey(CHENGLONG xD) & Khairyll tomorrow! ♥

Failure!

Ah, that's it! (:

Cheryl, that kiasu auntie, want every tie pin!

After a long wait, TFS photo alas

Obviously my foot's the one on the ground (Pointed heels!)

Prateep's thailand delights :D

Specially for Prateep (Birthday entertainment!)

} They ended up with 12 demerit points, HAHA! Joke of the year

Trophies & Medals up to date (:

Peace Out

*signs off

Redundancy.

2010-01-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

They think they know you, but actually they don't. You think likewise, but it obviously turns out a whole lot different. It wasn't just about that one simple thing, but many others that cut right through. Imagine not commiserating and trying to ask why but just jumping to conclusions. And to think he tried putting the point straight at my face, when I already knew what was going on. Who cares, I'm satisfied with who I am and where I'm at. Seriously, try your utmost best not to get all flabbergasted, when you know that all will just end with tragic results and all that you've been through is all turned into ashes.

That's life.

} Frasey, I'll tutor you xD

Reminiscence

2010-01-25T21:52:00.007+08:00

Heya dudes! Okay, I know I've not been posting for like 1, 2, 3, 4, .... Basically for many many days! Most of you would have guessed it, yea I'm pretty much caught up with my school work these days. So so so sorry to those I've turned down when you ask me out. Fret not, I'll find some spare time to go out chill, and just have fun alright! (:

Is it me or is my tagboard dying? *hints! Haha, readers you better tag whenever you can alright! I don't care whether you're in the toilet or something, just take out that IPHONE/IPOD TOUCH of yours and tag! :D (Assuming that many people already holds an Iphone/ Ipod Touch)

Ah yes, so the Presidential election and campaigning days are O V E R ! Now we all have to wait till Wednesday morning till we get to know who's the President, Vice's and Secretary. The rest of the positions has been released to us already. Oh my, I swear that the suspense is literally killing my guts inside out, left and right. So our investiture was supposedly on Friday, but it's post-poned till Monday. I just hope that all our plannings and efforts will not go down the drain.
} I reallyreallyreallyreally wanna thank Frasey & Khai for their ultimate superb support! :D

Tomorrow's my final 1st round Badminton tournament match, against Compassvale Secondary. We're pretty much counting on tomorrow's matches to get into the 2nd round, so no matter what I'm just gonna give my best, knowing that we can and will make it to the next round!
- TANWEIJIA, I'll try to meet you soon okay! & I'll bet him to let us go :D

It's also a glee knowing that I'm still keeping in touch with my SFC mates! For example... (Okay watch watch, see your BIG BIG names!) FRASER TIONG JIA QI, CHRIS (xD) TANG TING HUI(Tingting!), KHAIRYLL, STEFAN, CALEB LEE WEN HAO,AARON AGNEL D'SOUZA, JANNO HASSEL HUTABARAT etc. etc. (:

p/s Fraser, I'll go out with you when I'm(& when you're) free okay! :D

Ciao`su

13-hour Workshop.

2010-01-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

Yes, whoo, whee, yay! The first 13-hour workshop day is over. It was really enriching, we got to learn many different and new skills and ways to improve. For example, learning about Self-esteem, the Winners' Formula, the better way to Remember things, Speed reading and many other things. Personally, I really enjoyed this sessions and I found them really fruitful. Well to many others who have experienced it, they said I'd find it irritating in time to come, so we shall see *muahaha (:

So yes, our 3 trainers are... MELVIN, CANDICE, FREDDY! :D To cut things short, I will just post some shots taken during the entire duration today. & yes, there was a shortage of food for us 'cos apparently the auntie dint know we're gonna have dinner or something, and M.F. just dint wanna allow Mrs Yen to help us buy Chicken Rice! >:(

Okay, I really wanna upload the pictures but Blogger just isn't cooperating with me right now ): Ah yes, we got our FNN O level coursework question, it's about obesity etc. I guess it's not really a complexed question, just that we've to dig out many many details, facts and statistics. Also, as you guys have noticed... My blogskin changed! I figured that I should get out of my "black-blogskin" habit, and try something new. Yes, red & white... Singapore flag!

Speaking of which, I miss SFC! ):

Goodnight, toodles~
*signs off

Devastation.

2010-01-12T22:20:00.004+08:00

Yes, my presidential election presentation is finally over. Although there's still round 2 coming up next week or sometime near. I guess, I did a pretty good job today. The next step is to win the support of my audience. I hope it was engaging and convincing enough to win votes from my juniors and teachers. There is not a doubt that things would get more challenging in the next segment, which will be presenting infront of the whole student body. Nevertheless, I have confidence that I am able to make them understand what I said, and really think that I'm a good candidate and will be a good president.

From today's experience, I can really see how others see me as the potential rival; giving examples of that "person" who obviously is referring to me. No one is perfect, and I am ready to change only if you are ready to give me feedback in my presence. I really want to do the best and to be the best. Thanks to all those friends who are currently supporting me, telling me to fret not and have faith in myself 'cos everything will be okay. I hope what they say is true, and that my hopes will not be dampened in the end.

I'd especially like to thank Khairyll, for helping me with my speech and telling me that he knows I'm a great leader and can do it, Fraser, for somehow giving me awesome tips that kinda lift up my hopes & also the enthusiasm of bringing pomspoms to cheer me on, and not forgetting my other rivals and also best friends, although I'm competing against you guys, I still want to let you know that you've my full support, and I really admire your competitive spirit, and that no matter what happens, may the best man win, and we'll always remain as best buds (:

So lastly, I wanna say... A very big THANK YOU (:

Ah yes, level camp starts tomorrow till Friday, and the Sec 4s' will be having... Adam Khoo's workshop! I hope that we'll all be able to learn something new, and use it wisely in our lives (:
-

} To my, mymy.

I really didn't expect you to break down in tears, but I guess I really did catch a point or two from what you said. I found it very brave of you, being able to stand infront and tell us your troubles and weaknesses. I am also glad that you did, 'cos now... I'LL BE ABLE TO HELP :D Fret not girlfriend, I'll always be there lending you my shoulder and giving you a listening ear. Be it academics or social life, I'll always be there to support you and help you in any and every way that I am able to. I know that there were many times that we had cold wars and stuff like that, but do know that no matter what happens, you can always count on me, I'll accompany you through thick and thin, and I hope that you'll do the same too. Please do not continue bottling everything up, 'cos things won't get better. It's best to let it all out, and you'll be able to let it go and concentrate more, concentrate on new goals and tasks. Don't ever let failure get the best of you, 'cos you'll always be a success in your own way.

Lastly, I love you (:

Randooooom :D

2009-12-31T22:50:00.001+08:00

Rock, Paper, Scissors!

2009-12-26T22:45:00.001+08:00

It's BOXING DAY!

Yes, indeed I had a wonderful time indeed, spending my Christmas with the lovely "princess" *pukes, Cheryl Yeo Min Xiu aka King Kong (Learnt from Clark!), and my Christmas Eve with Auntie Jean :D Yes, I went to Orchard both on the 24th and 25th Dec '09 to celebrate Christmas. For Christmas, Princess Cheryl and Queen Belle were walking around 313 @ Somerset; bought a dress and top, before heading to cineleisure to take NEOPRINTS! :D

Neoprint! Okay I turned it around, but it somehow turned back.

So yes, after that we headed to the Paragon 'cos marvelous me wanted to get one of those Santa hat clips, and I did! I swear it was super embarrassing buying from the guys, but he was sweet and just smiled and said, "Merry Christmas!" :D & yes, thanks Cheryl darl for telling the guy that I'm "pai seh" to buy (-.-)

Here it is...! :D

Ah, the sweet smelling aroma of snow. Okay, I'll cut that crap since we ain't having no snow in Singapore except for Snow City, oh well... Went to Cheryl Yeo Min Xiu's house today to do the council deployment thing. It was super hilarious trying to remember Jun Min's name, luckily I called Jolene who knew his name (: They went off to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2, while I bought Subway home :D

Oh yes, not forgetting the night before Christmas where I sent my dear Hannah Banana Lim off to the states. I hope she's having a splendid time there with her beloved. & there are BALLS in the Airport! Okay not literally balls, but Christmas tree ornaments :D

Peektures!

Candid!

King Kong! :O

Gingerbread Man (:

Foodie @ Coffeebean (with Auntie Jean)

ICECREAM FINALS :D

We won $50 Swensens Voucher!

Mexican Delight! :D

& did you know, PEPSI changed it's can design?! :P

For better or worse,

2009-12-21T17:04:00.002+08:00

Like what they all say, actions have consequences. You chose to do things that way, so you just have to bear with whatever that follows and no regrets. Even if you do regret, you still have to make the best out of whatever's happening 'cos afterall, it's what you decided. Don't be all down and frowny knowing that someone else has done it and not you. The world ain't round, the grass ain't blue, and no one's perfect. Sometimes you've just gotta let others shine in ways you can't, sometimes you just gotta admit that you're not the best, sometimes you've just gotta put a thought in for others and not just yourself, and of course sometimes, you just have to stop caring so much about competiting with others and just about doing your utmost and personal best. Surely, with no doubt, you know that it'll take you somewhere one day, some place that you'll enjoy being in, with people that you'll be able to associate more with. Just keep putting on that smile and stop brooding over it, one day, things will get better again (I hope).

*signs off
p.s. I miss SFC & everyone there ):

Humour.

2009-12-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

Today was such an awesome day! Well let me tell you briefly about yesterday. I watched... AVATAR 3D! :D Yes, it was just superb! The show was pretty much like surrogates, in the sense that their brain waves were transferred into that of the "alien".

The show's basically about a marine Jake Sully, he's a crippled in real life. His task is to know more about the "alien" race, and also to make them move out as there are very useful stuff under their Hometree. He then sets out onto his misson, day by day, only to fall in love with one of the "alien", and even... Y'know :D Eventually he kinda betrayed the army as he wanted to help the "alien" race instead.

As for the rest of the story, you've so gotta watch it yourself! :D I'll give 4/5, but since there's the 3D goggles, then... 5/5 :D

Anyway, after that I went over to my sister's place and happened to stay over *yay :D It's like officially the first sleepover I have, excluding camps, that my father allows me to :D Well, I shall get more hyper if there's one with my friends instead. Not really surprising that I'm able to stay over at my sister's place. Oh yes, she is my real sister just that she's married so we're living separately ):

-

Come today, woke up around 0930, but did our stuff till 1130 and rushed down to hail a cab but to no avail. Hence, we decided not to go to church and head home instead, as in my home. Took 2 buses to reach Yishun, before heading to LJS to pack food home, & I saw Glenn there. While walking to the interchange, I saw Alicia too, but don't think that she saw me. On our way home from the bus stop we saw Amston too, well not exactly since he had to like shout my name million of times :P

Bathed and watched CSI before rushing to the MRT to meet Dominic. Surprisingly Amston was still below, so he shouted my name again and I reacted this time okay! :D Ah yes, Dominic was early today so he waited at Bishan MRT for me. We were heading to Bukit Gombak to watch Khairyll's 100m race. When the MRT passed AMK, I then realise I was heading the wrong way. What to do...

} Calls Dominic

Dominic: "Yes... Where are you now?"
.
.
.
Belle: "Oh guess what I just realised. We're supposed to be going towards Jurong East instead!"
Dominic: "WTF?!?!?!?!"

So yea, I met him at Bishan and just took the other train. Turns out he was waiting at the train towards Jurong East, he's such a sotong, dint even know where he was standing. Yes, and you guessed it, we were totally LATE to see his race. "Whoops, sorry Khai ):" Anyway we saw Khai while walking in, so we followed him backward to buy Bubbletea with Noel, then to the stadium again. Chatted there, and I told them about my NEW camera! So obviously they had to test it.

Yes, that's what he's famous for. He influenced everyone in camp!

So I was kinda running late for my YLC BBQ, and decided to go first. Went back with Dominic and we were talking in the train. Dominic, being so observant, saw an auntie sleeping in a... Let us say unique way :D He took my camera and went *SNAP!

*TAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Oh man, I feel like a meanie now. Dominic, all your fault!

He dropped off at Bishan while I had to go all the way to Marina Bay. Reached the barrage and sadly only 7 of us were there: Adrienne, Raymond, Benjamin, Lisbeth, Charmaine & Jennifer. Adrienne brought some friends too though, apart from them, many others backed out and Lisbeth was totally ): ): ): "Hey Lis, it's alright we still had fun! Cheer up okay :D"

Benjamin acting gay again! Not to be missed! :O

Raymond & his magic tricks.

& Yes, I repainted my fingernails from PINK to... MAROON, though I gotta like remove it later or tomorrow morning since I'm going to school for a friendly match, geez D':

& yes I cut my hair too! From pony tail to poodle tail ):

Ciao`su

*Missing in progress

2009-12-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yay, my father got me a Nikon Coolpix camera! It's the cheapest with the least functions(practically none), but I still LOVE it! (: It's a silver one, only maroon and green were the other 2 left but they sucked, so yes. It's 10megapixels with 3 times zoom, 5 years warrenty with this lil cute tripod stand :D Okay, here's a picture!

Wheee, I lovelovelovelovelovelove this camera (: Okay basically one of the reasons' 'cos this is like my FIRST official camera, though I've a camera phone etc.

So yes, as mentioned in my Facebook, Fraser, Jinhan & I are gonna organise a Christmas outing for the local SFC campers to attend and just chill yea. Thinking of the Singapore Flyers, so I can like cancel out another item in my wishlist ;D Okay, so please do go to Facebook and leave your comments there okay (:

*signs off
p.s. just nice, 11.59PM :D

2010 YOG Friendship Camp <3

2009-12-14T19:07:00.008+08:00

Okay I'm back from my 2010 YOG Friendship Camp, and it totally rocked my socks! It's was superb, awesome, marvelous and all things nice! We actually got to meet teens from all over the world, some even participating in YOG, and to think that they might actually be the next Bolt or Phelps! We'd loads of activities lined up for us too :D

Day 1 (:
- Registration
- Lunch + Group Intro
- Group Games + Group 27
- Fire Drill
- Dinner
- Opening Ceremony

Day 2 (:
- Breakfast
- Sports Exploration(Golf for me @ OCC; Chipping, Driving & Putting)
- Lunch + Dance + Games
- Cultural Game Stations
- Dinner
- Bonding + Photos
- Chat with Champions (Olympic Champs: Asfa Powell, Veronica Campbell & one more :P)

Day 3 (:
- Breakfast
- Downtown Rendevous (Maxwell Foodcourt, Know your SG)
- Hortpark + Lunch (Terranium, Herbs&Spices, Rooftop Garden)
- Dinner
- Chat with Champions 2 (Olympic Champ: Michael Flimp)

Day 4 (:
- Breakfast
- OBS activities + Lunch
- Dinner
- Scrapbook Activity

Day 5 (:
- Breakfast
- Sports Exploration 2 (Fencing for me: With Olympic Silver medalist Ralf Bissdorf)
- Lunch + Scrapbook Continuation
- Break
- Dinner + Closing Ceremony
- Caroline, Malika, Renad, Brenda & Cheryl went home ):

Day 6 (:
- Breakfast
- Many checked out and went home
- Waited till lunch & left
- Parted with Dominic @ Woodlands MRT
- Parted with HQ & Khair @ Yishun Interchange

Oh man, it was such a superb camp. If only it was long long LONGER! We learnt many different languages, like French and Mongolia.

Mongolian: Pus = Belt
Hungarian: Tollaslabda = Badminton :D
(Okay, I need to find the letter Balint wrote to me xD)
Italian: Vufon culos = F you xD
French: vache = cow, ensemble = together, moi et toi = me and you,
savah = good & je t encule = F you :P
Arab: Kef Halik = How are you & Ana Afia = I'm fine :D
Hindi: Besherem = Shameless, Shanedy = Pony tail, Bacha = Small person/kid & Mota = Big/tall person

As you can see, we learnt more vulgarities than anything else. Everyone from my group caught the middle-finger pointing thing. It was just hilarious, all thanks to Dominic's influence :D Oh well, fun is fun, but we've really learnt a lot from one another, and though it's just a week, it seemed like a year, and so hard to part. There were tears and frowns, but the lovely memories will last forever (:

I'll always love you guys, & like what Hai Quan loves to say, "BOOMZ!" :D
Cheryl, Marie, Binderya, Malika, Jasmine, Banna, Dominic, Khairyll, Aaron, Hai Quan, Balint, Gilbert, Janno, Stefan, Renad, Fazirah, Caroline, Isabelle, Mike, Brenda, Thomas, Adil, Zhi Tao and many many more!

Oh no forgetting that... MY GROUP GOT CHOSEN INTO THE ICE-CREAM FINALS :D So we're trying to modify our recipe, and since the competition is 2 days away, we're practising hard (I suppose). Wish us luck :D

*signs off
p.s. I've uploaded the photos into Facebook (:

Ambitions.

2009-12-04T21:37:00.001+08:00

@ David's condo.

JR&Erick had to spoil my perfect picture ):

Not forgetting...

HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY TO YANG SHIQI (Egg-tart) x3

I hope you enjoyed your day out with us! (:

} Other pictures will be uploaded when I send them over from my other phone :)

-

Okay I know I haven't been posting lately, but it's 'cos I've been rather busy okay! :D So anyway, Ricky played his last match today and by last, I meant he lost: 21-13, 12-21, 15-21. He's still hippy and cheery though. Tomorrow will be the match between Yoshiko (2nd seeded) & Terry (1st seeded). It's gonna be so interesting though I won't be watching :P

Erick's leaving to go back to Indonesia tomorrow too! David went back yesterday also. Gonna miss 'em cause we've been hanging out lately, swimming and stuff. Can't wait for them to be back on the 2nd Jan!

My sister's going to USA on the 24th Dec to meet her lovely husband, aww so sweet right(I KNOW!). So yes, I'll be missing her for 10 days too ): I'll be having my YOG Friendship Camp from the 8th to the 12/13th Dec @ Singapore Sports' School, so I'll be missing our Badminton friendly match with Fairfield Methodist Girls' next Friday, but I'll be playing on the 21st against Yishun Sec (: Ah yes, I'm gonna be some sua gu 'cos the camp participants are chosen like 1 from each school, so I won't know anyone and I'll probably bump into some old friends there(make me sound old ;D). Coach was like telling Miss Loh & I during training just now, "Aiya, won't one la. I think they will come to you. During Ashaway tournament I was so busy, everyone keep asking for your number then I keep saying cannot cannot." Haha, funny coach :D

Yes yes, a lot of things going on, and I'm missing a lot of stuff. Secondary 1 Registration and Orientation are coming so it's work work work. Tomorrow is also my YLC'8th event day, School Heroes @ Northwest CDC, at Greenridge Secondary from 7.30AM to 6PM. It's gonna be such a long and tiring day. Luckily I'm just the emcee, as well as crowd control :)

} Gonna meet Angela tomorrow after my event to book a court to play on Sunday evening, their match is on Monday. GAAAAH!!! It's gonna be so exciting! 1 day before my camp :D

Oh yes, I too got my NEW SONY ERICSSON YARI phone, NEW STARHUB STUDENT LINE(With not 100 but 200 minutes free outgoing 'cos of some extra stuff), & not forgetting a NEW NUMBER! So if you don't have it yet, you can come ask me for it (: Also, I'll be getting a NEW CAMERA(either Nikon Coolpix or Canon one) on Sunday, I think :D

Toodles (:
*signs off

Run, run away.

2009-11-27T00:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HARI RAYA (:

As I've mentioned, my computer is totally crashed and racked now. So I won't be online often, only if my kind-hearted brother lends me his laptop. My father and bro's gonna get a laptop and a digital camera for me this Saturday, or so my father said. & I can't wait to watch New Moon this Saturday, and watch the Cheers' match, and of course Singapore Idol-ing with Cheryl love, next week too.

"All the best to those playing in Cheers' tournament, play and do your best okay! (:"

Goodnight.
*signs off

I ❤ Cheryl Yeo Min Xiu

Maybe a change of heart..

2009-11-24T20:32:00.001+08:00

Love is somewhat like a board game, chess perhaps? In a board game, each player has a king. It's the one that conquers everything else, making you win the game. However if the player gets too complacent and does not use it wisely, then he might just lose the game. The other player, on the contrary, using all he's wits to play smartly and steadily, would then just "kill" and take over the game, making him the new winner. Just like love.

You may be with someone right now, he/she might just mean the world to you. But no matter how long or deep your relationship is, if one side just decides that he/she has already gotten you, and stops trying to impress you, then he/she may just lose you. Other boys/girls trying to get you, will then try whatever they can in order to make you theirs. They are willing to sacrifice to make you laugh, and gain feelings for them. So if this was the case, who would you choose?

*signs off
& my dad did something that screwed up my comp, now it's stuck at reformatting.

Not the same anymore.

2009-11-18T18:37:00.001+08:00

Have been umpiring for the past week, and had my doubles' match today. It certainly was a bummer playing against twins, together for years and stuff. So obviously we(Tasya & I) lost, since I always play singles and we haven't really trained together before. But I can still say that it was indeed a fun experience. I think we got 21 - 10, 21 - 4. Total thrash!

Umpiring has been really really fun. Got to meet really cool people and stuff. Well most of them wanted to get my number *laughs. However, I only know Wei Jia. The rest were players that I umpired. There's this guy from Montfort, keep on talking to me and making me laugh. He's a very funny and hilarious person, I think he's filipino. He always like to laugh like donald duck or something (-.-). Anyway, tomorrow will be the last day we're umpiring. 'Cos only 5 people are needed on Friday and Coach dint want us to umpire, sadded. There will be Childrens' Camp on Saturday and Sunday, so can't umpire also ): Oh Wei Jia's so sweet, bought me Ferrero Rocher. Random much? I know, told him that too :D

I know I know, I've always promised that I'll post pictures and stuff. Really have been tired and all these days. I'll try to post asap okay! Went out with Cheryl love too, had hell loads of fun and many blisters too @.@

-

I don't know what's wrong, but I know something's wrong. It hurts to see you like that. I wanna do something, yet I don't know what to. Being worried about everything I send, and how you'd reply them, though they're pretty much the same. I'm trying not to think about it, but I can't help it. I wanna stop crying myself to sleep each night. I miss you, & know that I love you.

*signs off

Disappointments.

2009-11-15T22:57:00.003+08:00

Oh yes, I forgot to mention in my last post that I'll be attending the Childrens' Camp from the 21-22 Nov '09. I watched 2012 with my sister today. It was damn awesome, marvelous, spectacular, great, wonderful and all things nice! I swear my sister and I were crying like mad, it was just so touching and sad. I rate it 5/5, just so nice :D

So tomorrow's the big day. Matches for some, and others like me are doing umpiring! $20 per session, so why not right? Free meals also :D It'll be Bugis with Cheryl love later in the day, and we shall shop till we drop. Or at least until it reaches my curfew. We shall be hunting for: CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES, SHOES SHOES SHOES, and not forgetting my swimwear :D

Shall be having movie outings with loads of people, well not exactly. Mainly Martin-y, Shengyang, Seb and some others. & Raiyan's reserving some day so we can go marina barrage, let's have picnic! :D Oh TFS outing, faster come! :D & love's just being a pain in the ass; giving a thousand and one excuses just not to go out with me ):

Oh and my dad says he's gonna get me a digital cam-y, yay! :D

*signs off

Come back again.

2009-11-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

Well well, I don't have the time to post all the pictures, but I promise that I'll do it soon okay. And like they say, a promise made is a promise kept (: So I shall summarise in POINT FORM! :D

Splendid Magnificent WONDERful Birthday BBQ
Lovely Awesome dinner-celebration with love @ Melting Pot Cafe, Holiday Inn (:
Shopping spree with Sister like weekly ❤
Great-above-average EOY results
Funny Publicity Talk-adventure with Joyce, Mrs Ng & Mr Chua :D
Holiday lessons are finally O V E R !
Healthier Choice Meals :D
BAG (14 Nov '09) with Dr Vivian Balakrishnan
Chosen for Singapore 2010 Friendship Camp (08 Dec '09-12/13th Dec '09)

Okay if you're wondering, the "healthier choice meals" part is mainly just my meals; Made up of lettuce, ham, tuna, cucumber, thousand island & tomato ketchup! :D HAHAHA, oh sometimes bread too (: Whee, yums yums. & yes, I am so privileged to be chosen for the YOG camp thing. Only one person in the whole school is chosen :D So I'll be like a total freshman in a camp where no one knows no one else, with people of 100 odds. Oh and did I mention, we have to wear ethnic costumes for some opening ceremony! & swimwears compulsory, so it's gonna be so much fun :D The camp officially ends on the 12th Dec at 930PM, so we've got a choice of whether we wanna leave(with parent/guardian's supervision) or stay over for another night. I guess I'll just stay over, free lodging so why not? HAHAHA :D Now I've gotta shop for swimwears already, laughs.

*signs off

Cry me a river.

2009-11-10T21:24:00.004+08:00

'Cos you're the best thing in the world, and I'm proud to call you mine.

I shall give some random post here to meet the demands of people. *giggles Well I can't say that things are going well, 'cos they obviously ain't. Friends, let's just not talk about it. In school, it's just like a nightmare now. Torture, it's just plain torture. It hurts real bad, every time I go to school fearing the sight of what's gonna happen, and I pray hard that maybe for once, just maybe it would be different. But no, nothing changes. What are we now- Bestfriends, friends, or just plain enemies? Cause I'm just getting the feeling that nothing's what it seems anymore. So I'm trying my best not to care, though it's really not working, but I'll just work with that. I'm putting on a strong front, trying to hide what's going on, and I think that I'm doing pretty well with my act. I don't wanna care anymore, I don't wanna feel like crap, I... just don't know what to do.

*Signs off
& love, I need you most now ):

Just one last breath,

2009-10-28T20:58:00.012+08:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I'm super happy x2149072144328957239... 'Cos my BIRTHDAY and my 2 year 3 monthsary's in just like 3 hours, 1 min & a few seconds left! :D So there are some typical Singaporeans, kiasu as always, they wished me like throughout this whole week even before my birthday :D Still, I would like to thank them in order from the first person. Duane, Jia Gui, Jianliang, Kian Wei, Angela, Carmen, Fiona, Candy, Hongji, Brydon, Zuliyana, Huang Liang, Sasi, Tizane, Germaine, Junrong. I think there was 1 more person, ah sorry if I forgot! @.@ So up till now there's 40 people confirmed, and Sweeswee should be going. AHHHH! ): Well, not that I don't want him to go, but Joshua's gonna push me in the pool if there's more than 41 people going, it's a bet-thing.

It was the SSEN & I&E Day yesterday. Had loads of fun bringing the Primary school pupils from Naval Base Primary around. I shall upload whatever pictures I have, later on. Today missed Chemistry practical for some Science Challenge @ Victoria JC. It was fun too, mainly played this game pretty much like Warcraft&Sims combined. All three teams dint make it in though, but there's always a next time(I think~). & geez, it took us 2 whole hours to reach back to Yishun alone! I promise that I'll never go there, or I'll have to wake up at like 4am or something @.@

Dropped by Northpoint with Shiqi & bought Waffles, OH MY GOODNESS. I saw this Cookies&Cream cake which looks so delicious, nice, amazing, scrumptious, endouving, mouth-watering, so-on-&-so-forth. I want! :O

-

Ah yes, I'm gonna have school tomorrow and Chemistry Practical. Gonna rush home and wait for Shiqi before we start off with the salad. Then we'll go meet Davin & head towards the condo. Jarrett & Joshua will be there early to help set up the fire and stuff like that (THANKS DUDES :D). Oh yea, Shiqi & I were saying that Joshua's like my part-time boyfriend for that day, 'cos he's doing everything. HAHAHA, bullies! :D

Okay so the people who are going: ME, Alyaa, Azra, Almira, Angela, Aini, Alvin C, Carmen, Cheryl, Chen Xu, Davin, Fiona, Fasihah, Harris, Jarrett, Jianliang, Joshua, Junrong, JunXiang, Jolene, Jueyu, Jun Wei, Jonathan T, Jun Keong, Jasmine, Kai Yun, Miss Loh, Mrs Yen, Mey, Nabil, Richo, Rausyan, Shiqi, Samantha L, Steffi, Sheng Yang, Swee Siang, Theary, Wadiah, Wee Yong, Wen Sheng.

Boyfriend's not making it though, he has some other important stuff to attend to ): Don't mind me if I'm sad tomorrow, though I'll try to live up to my promise of being happy. "Love, wished you could go & I'll be able to see you."

My funny friend Duane, wished me twice & says he still wanna wish me later on. Carmen & Wen Sheng, another pair of funny people. Gave me my present this morning in school, haha! :D It is lovely though, THANK YOU (:

& for the benefit of my er'zi... DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN DAVIN!
:D Ownself typed it okay (:
-

Carmen&WenSheng's present! :D Super furry and nice to sleep on xD
Notebook + PERSONAL sticker okay! Don't play play :D

Science Challenge @ VJC!

This is a whiteboard @ home. I wrote "Belle's 15th Birthday! :)" The next day I woke up,
I saw... "Happy" & "- Dad *Smiley face" below. My dad wrote it, so sweet :D

I see ME on the NEW school folder! :D My group project; Slide-phone teen boardgame!

Stuff we bought. If you're wondering why Yellow&Pink, well here's how it goes.
Belle: "What colour should we get? Pink, Yellow or White?"
Shiqi: "Yellow! My fav. colour."
Belle: "Why not pink? I like it :D"
Thus Yellow & Pink, hahaha!

Things bought + amount spent!

My current screen-saver xD Helped Mrs Peh laminate these words & put up that board!

*signs off
-byebye 14-hood

Love like this,

2009-10-25T21:23:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was super duper fun. Met up with Rauwiyah, Adha & Nishanth, was like 30minutes late 'cos I had to go back to school to get my shoe bag. I left it there overnight after the BBQ :P Train-ed down to Harbourfront, only to realise that Azri haven't reached & Mus wasn't going ): "Shopped" @ Daiso and got some beach ball. I swear the Strawberry drink was superb! Met Azri then bought tickets and off we went! Played around from 11AM to 2 PM, geez my skin was sizzling hot. Bathed then hurried to meet ❤. Once again, I was like 20minutes late *whoops :P

Walked around with ❤ and had pretty much nothing to do. He started feeling real sick thus we headed home. Train-ed back to Yishun and ❤ slept the whole way, can't blame him. Cab-ed home from the MRT. I slept from 7PM - 12 MN, felt kinda moody and stuff ): Woke up & messaged love till 2AM when he slept. I read newspaper and watched tv till 430AM then went to bed.

-

Supposedly planned to go YCCA today, but change of plans since my sister & I were kinda tired. Slept again & woke up at 9AM before cab-ing to pick her up and go to St.Andrews'. After service went to Bugis and watched Surrogates. It was a pretty good show, though kinda aimless. But it was cool, maybe like 3.8/5? :D I so wanna catch Love Happens, BRANDON CHONG read this! :P

Tomorrow's gonna be O level English Paper. So all the best to everyone who is taking the paper. Make sure you get an A1 for it okay! Fret not, I'll pray for your :D

So now my back's super red & hot, thanks to the sunburnts. Accidental hits always make me scream @.@ It's cool though, I've 2 skin tones now, Red and... White! SINGAPORE FLAG x) Okay, time for peek-tures.

Toilet Paper ring! :D

The boy was repeating what the mrt announced & it was hilarious!

JAPAN FLAG ;D

SNAP-SHOTS!

SNAP-SHOTS!

4 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY :D
p/s I've sent out invitation messages (:

*signs off

Nothing like the usual you.

2009-10-22T19:33:00.001+08:00

Whoa, school was damn loads and bags full of fun today. Well, I guess for me only. Main events was the checking of some of our scripts. We checked our E-maths, followed by English, A-maths, SS, then Chinese. It was super hilarious when Miss Chow came into the Humans Room. The guys (i.e. Jasper & Terrence) were like, "AHHH! Wait until all other subjects finish then let us see English la!" With loads of dramatic sound effects. Trust me, it wasn't the end of their drama. When Mr Chua walked in with the scripts, like 5mins later, they went like, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" (even longer). Jun Keong went like, "Hey Mr Chua, you're very handsome today!" Mr Chua, smart with rebuttles went straight in his face saying, "You should have said it last week. It has already been marked! *smiles" Haha, f u n n e h ;D

Anyway, I shall wait for my overall SA2 & whole-year result before I blog my marks etc. Oh yes, Miss Loh suddenly called my name this morning in the hall. "Belle! I wanna meet your Father because of your results." Obviously I panicked, it usually spelt death. Then she continued, "*laughs No la, 'cos you did very well." I went from *jaw-drop to *lame-face. Anyway, I dint believe so I said "serious?" & she went like, "Really really!" Well, the conversation was in Mandarin of course :)

Overall quite impressed with my grades, though EL Paper 2 was disastrous. I felt like crying like nuts, but I dint, thanks to *YAANG SHIQI (: Improved by a huge jump for my AM, although there were still many careless mistakes; same for EM ): I did super well for CL, & I was ultra duper happy! Miss Loh told me my marks for Paper 2 last week, then when I got back Paper 1, it was the marks that she mentioned. So I was worried that she mixed it up. When we were leaving halfway to go to Council workshop, she told me I got -- for Paper 2; SAME as Paper 1. I felt so relieved after she said that, and I'm super happy (:

Council Workshop was... Ohhhhh-kay. It was pretty boring when it came to the part of the Money game, mainly due to the fact that we attended their workshop before & played somewhat the same game. Most of us dint chip in the game, until we found out @ the end when the winners were called out from each team, that they would receive S$23.50 each. Myrah & I then went like :O "DAMNNNNNNNN, SHOULD HAVE PLAYED! D:" Obviously it was too late so, what-the-hack. My fellow chicken buddy was like $.$ 'cos she won, after much much enthusiasm in the game.

I also managed to think of a savoury flavour, for the ice-cream competition, for my group, which got accepted by Miss Liana & Miss Foo ^^v. Yes, I came up with the idea so I won't say that I just got the credit for nothing. Ah yes, Mdm Jariah came in halfway and called Fiona & I out. We were like (o.o"), since we practically weren't in the same CCA whatsoever. She then said, "Can you guys meet me outside the Hall at the corridor tomorrow to receive tokens for your suggestions." Both of us were like "when did we suggest?!", after she showed us then we remembered. My suggestion was fulfilled actually, during Teachers' Day Concert this year, I dint even know! :P

-

Yes, I know this is a very long blog entry. So I shall end soon with pictures. I FINALLY managed to braid my hair (scorpion style). So super duper happy, though it all fell like 2mins after 'cos my hair's layered. Peek-tures :D & yay, I'm going out with ❤ on Saturday! :D

BRAIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :)

Won a clock @ the workshop, it's not a birthday present so not "Song Zhong" okay :D

Random-ness. Myrah in Humans Room :D

OFFICIALLY A WEEK(7 DAYS) TO MY BIRTHDAY :D

*signs off

2009-10-20T14:14:00.000+08:00

"& 5, 6, 7, 8..." Haha, I swear dance discovery is a hell lot'a fun :D So Alyaa & I had, "AlyaaBelle Bonding Time" *with hands swiping across. Haha, oh you guys wouldn't get it.

We got this totally cool instructor; Miss Sheila(Lala). First was Hiphop, then we went to Latin Jazz & Salsa Mambo. Tomorrow we'll be learning Street Hiphop & Theatrical Dance. How cool is that right?! :D

Yea, lessons were super hilarious due to some reasons that I shan't say. "Pok pok pok!" Okie dokie, I'm off to practice for the dance-off tomorrow :D

*signs off